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2009-07-26T15:14:00.007+08:00

Anyway people .
Please relink me or ignore . Since I'll never remove this blog .

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It's still under construction by the way .

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HELLO .
Yesterday went to Aunt's house almost the whole day .
Came back at night and watched tv .
So didn't managed to come online yesterday !
Went to my Aunt house to make the Ba zhang lol .
Of course I didn't help but only help in eating one of it .
It doesn't have meat, so I didn't eat more .
And for now ! I need to complete my CSAS Learning Journal .
Oh great, I have to make up stories again HAH .
I don't care if she said that if we make up stories, it will be damn hard to write .
It just that I can't possibly fight or argue with someone and use those skills .
Whatever, I seriously don't care .
It is just some subject that pulls people's grades down .
ENGLISH ! I never like doing English exams, test and homeworks .
Oh well, I haven't eat my Lunch .
And my maggie mee is done , I guess I'll be posting more at night (: .

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Thought I can be happy, posting about my x11 Perfect chain later .
But just realised something and feel so ______ .
Seriously, everyone has their own .
But seems that I appeared in none . I don't have one .
Maybe I'm someone that people won't easily ________ me .
Cause I'm different from the rest .
Maybe if I had taken a different path since then .
I won't be posting this I guess .
Neither would I be in Temasek Polytechnic ?
What done has been done .
Perhaps they don't know I wish to .
Thinking that I don't need or maybe they had already, really ______ about me .
Whatever, things like this always happen to me .
Who cares, Who bothers -____- Geeez -____- .

2009-07-23T21:10:00.007+08:00

Oh great , I got to study for my CSAS test tomorrow .
Seriously don't know how are they doing to test us .
I simply just hate this subject to the core .
Not only that it's like really wasting our time,
But to some people, including me, they are pulling our GPA down .
Because it's testing on our Language .
Not fair to those whose English aren't that very good ?
Compared to those people who managed to get good grades .
Or maybe teachers think that this subject could help us pull up our grades .
Or is it that next time when we work, we could apply those skills .
But, hello . When you want to criticise someone .
Do you even want to like, I understand that __________ .
The fact is that __________ .
Let's discuss on how to improve _________ .
Won't you just get angry and scold that person somehow ?
Rather than thinking about how to say to empathise that person ?
This subject is seriously killing me .
And and, when people criticises you .
You need to confirm or ask them why .
Then ask them how could we improve on it .
This seriously sounds damn silly . To almost everyone .
Lecturer : I don't know what the matter is with you people . Can't you do a simple layout ?
Student : I'm sorry you don't like this layout . Can you tell me exactly wat it is you don't like ?
Lecturer : Well, it's awful, that's all .
Student : Let's start from the beginning . Is it the headline that you don't like ?
Lecturer : No, it just looks crowded and all jumbled up .
Student : So you think it needs more white spce ?
Lecturer : Yes that's it, white space .
Sounds, stupid ? Someone is scolding you and you have the time to think how to response .
BOOOOOOO. Screw everything related to this subject maaaaan -_-
Anyway, I shall go study now .
Goooooodbye .
- Sorry, nothing much to post about today . I have short term memory -

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Played Audition with Oatty and met this strange guy .
Not really strange but a very lame guy.
He started asking us about whether life sucks or whatever shxt .
Saying that he doesn't need to ask a guy since he is a guy .
He only wants girls' opinions .
And then saying that only those rich people get better positions in the industry .
Blah blah blah, all those shxt came out from him .
Yeah, no doubt he's a lamer , as stated in his IGN .
Lame stuffs carried on until that I said my spelling sucks .
Yeah I admit but he's way too far .
He said that he feels complete .
Life doesn't suck when he's playing Audition .
Because he's talking to people that are dumb . Therefore, he loves Audition .
Meaning, Audition people = Dumb .
You feel that , Hooray, I'm the best here . Those people are lousy .
And yeah, isn't he 'contradicting' or whatever ?
He think he's clever when he says that Clubbers (people who play Audition) are dumb .
Yeah yeah whatever . Out of all the stuffs, here's the best part .
I told him that Yeah I'm dumb, thanks a lot .
And dumb people tend to do these stuffs .
-Double-clicks- And poof ! There he goes . Yeah I kicked him out of the room .
End of his amazing craps, Woo hoo ! LOL .
Alright, got to go . Goooooodbye (: .

2009-07-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

Thk just can't keep her mouth shut .
Thk wants to learn how to keep all her comments to herself .
Thk never fail to make things worse .
Thk only wanted someone to talk to .
Thk only know how to cry .
Thk always act in front of people .
Thk wants to feel better like those days .
Thk misses her old friends .
Thk wants to cry out loud .
Thk feels that she has been snatched away from her .
Thk hates that snatcher deeply .
Thk is cursing that snatcher .
Thk wants to kill that snatcher .
Thk wants to stop crapping and only keep comments to herself ...

Thk wants to die now .
Thk wants to end her life now, here, immediately .

Thk is only seeking for attention .
Thk suck big time .
Thk is only a fat ugly bitch .

2009-07-19T22:51:00.004+08:00

HELLLOOO . DAMN PISSED AND HAPPY TODAY .
First thing first ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDRA .

ON 20 JULY . :D .

Yeah, went out with her today and went Ikea etc .
I went crazy and she totally got no reaction .
;cry . I really buay tahan the boredom luh :x .

Next .. This fcuking MC I got from a Chinese Physician .
Since young, I always go to this clinic when I'm sick .
And now Temasek Polytechnic tell me that it is rejected .
Because it came from a Chinese Physician .
Okay, so you're telling me that Chinese Physician is not realible at all .
Even though they quite went through the same as those 'NON-CHINESE' Doctors .
Well, to get a Degree or anything else .
And so, you're telling me that Chinese Physician isn't a doctor .
When they apparently does the same thing those 'NON-CHINESE' Doctors does .
Holy, I'm going to get it approved, even if one day absent without reason won't hurt much .

Last but not least .
Actually I got nothing to say LOL ! .
Got to go pack my bag now and prepare to sleep ! (: .
Goooooodbye fellow people ♥

2009-07-18T17:20:00.011+08:00

HOHOHO . Today's post shall totally be only about AUDITION SEA LAH :D .
Alright, Ft. all my pretty PaperBags HAHAHAHAH (: .

Huat arhz, my team mates :D . Two xiao didi and me ! LOL .

Look at the scores, two screenshots . I own eh HAHAHAHAHA . <3

WOOOO, Hacker spotted lahs ! (: .

My best score in 1,2 Fiesta leh o_o 7cools nia ! OMG :X .

Hehe, nice mission . 900dens, PAPERBAG RULES LAH . LOVE DIE HER .

Hehe, Lesbo gave me Crazy pill . x9 Perfs in S.O.S Kor hard ver LOL ! :x .

Yay, another crazy pill eaten LOL . x7 Entreat ! :3 But higher score, lesser perfs ): .

This is more perfs but lesser score LOL . Heehee, so many Crazy pills eaten .

Alright the end of Audition Screenshots LOL :D .

Anyway, listen to the last two songs at my Playlist .

Both are Audition new Songs . And I love them LOL . Alright BYE !

Love die -PAPERBAG- . &hearts

2009-07-17T20:10:00.006+08:00

Hai hai hai hai hai .
I don't know what to post today but I gonna post lyrics on my blog song !
Today's school was okay actually, maybe better than yesterday .
Because, something happened ! And and and , I didn't feel ______ at all today HAHA .
-Screams- Dearie you should know (: .
Well anyway, I shall continue with the lyrics eh ! :D .

Uncle Kracker - Smile

You're better than the best .
I'm lucky just to linger in your light .
Cooler than the flip side of my pillow, that's right .
Completely unaware .
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok .
And the moments where my good times start to fade .

You make me smile like the sun .
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird .
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record .
Crazy on a Sunday night .
You make me dance like a fool .
Forget how to breathe .
Shine like a gold, buzz like a bee .
Just the thought of you can drive me wild .
Ohh, you make me smile .

Even when you're gone .
Somehow you come along .
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that .
You steal away the rain and just like that .

You make me smile like the sun .
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird .
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record .
Crazy on a Sunday night .
You make me dance like a fool .
Forget how to breathe .
Shine like a gold, buzz like a bee .
Just the thought of you can drive me wild .
Ohh, you make me smile .

Don't know how I lived without you .
Cuz everytime that I get around you .
I see the best of me inside your eyes .
You make me smile .

You make me dance like a fool .
Forget how to breathe .
Shine like a gold, buzz like a bee.
Just the thought of you can drive me wild .

You make me smile like the sun .
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird .
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record .
Crazy on a Sunday night .
You make me dance like a fool .
Forget how to breathe .
Shine like a gold, buzz like a bee .
Just the thought of you can drive me wild .
Ohh, you make me smile .

Credits : Lyricsmode

Oh you make me smile ~ ♥

2009-07-16T19:23:00.004+08:00

Hai people . Hai hai hai hai hai .
Today lectures are boring as usual .
Didn't managed to watch Tv today in the library .
Cause all the rooms were full Hah .
Then especially during PIPC lecture .
Because there was something else on, the two lecture halls were empty .
So we actually moved to the 'Live' LT .
When we just settled down, someone shouted, I only heard get out .
But must probably, it should be : Those not belong in this LT one get out lah .
Like what the hell . Those people are so selfish .
Plus, if we want to make noise, why would we bother shifting man . PLEASE .
Seriously, I really hate their damn fcuking attitude .
So what ? Complaining about us and etc .
Looking at us if they wanna kill us , Oh god .
Yes I'm probably mentioning those people who hate Chem Eng people .
Not all, I know . But like Geez, you people are also making noise, BODOH .
Anyway Lecture started and there are people sitting in front of us .
Yeah they kept talking talking talking and laughing away like a _____ .
They are like flirting with the lecturer sia -.- .
OH GOD, THEIR VOICES ARE LIKE SO @#%$@#$%#$ !
They tie up their hair like aunties sia .
I don't feel that they are even Poly students .
Much more like Secondary school students -.-
You know those kind of hairstyles ? Tie up high high like that one .
Then the fringe like bangs one .
Yah loh, keep talking like a ____ .
Then ask the lecturer to not remove cause they have not finish copying .
Their actions also like -___-" .
I think hor, it's not we make noise leh, is THEM lah please .
After awhile, we had break and they left . Hurray .
And while they are leaving, I don't know what happened .
But this particular person got banged by something .
And she sits on the floor and whine like crazy . Ohhh dog spotted .
Then the other person says sorry ( with the ______ voice ) and rubs the forehead .
And the person continues whining and give a ______ face .
Then suddenly Alexis asked us to poke her .
So Divya poked and ........
Alexis : Oh my god ! So pain, -Cries- .
Then there we go laughing .
I poked Alexis again and .......
Alexis : Oh my god ! Faster call the hospital ! My wrist gonna drop . It's bleeding profusely !
LAUGH LAH PEOPLE .
Seriously they are just _____ man . I cannot take it .
Took bus home and tada I'm here . Shall only post all these .
Shall not post about some conversation I heard during the bus ride HAHA .
Alright goooooodbye .
Get ready for some Audition Screenshots some day . LOL !

PS : Fill in the blanks . ' Bitch ' shall be your helping word .
Feel free to change them into Noun, Verb, Adverb, etc .

Hmm, I think it's Zuqi's birthday today o.o ?
Lalalalalalalalala,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESBO :D ! ;lub .

2009-07-15T18:15:00.002+08:00

Hai hai howdy ho lol .
Had school as usual today .
Survived through Organic Chemistry Tutorial again .
Before this Tutorial had Organic Chemistry Lecture quiz loh .
Maybe will just pass or fail bah . Heh .
Anyway, the Tutorial teacher really likes to crap a lot .
I think we should just ignore his craps and only listen when he is teaching eh .
Next week, there's going to be him again . Argh .
And oh yah . Stop sucking up to him lah seriously .
Everyone know he's good , nobody's saying that he's not good .
Just that his attitude and mindset towards us is just so irritating .
I agree, he is demorallizing us . But it will have no effect on me , I think .
I don't care what he's talking but to me, his words are just so what-the-fuck okay .
Nothing much happened . Just feeling very tired nowadays .
Will sleeping early help me ? I don't know .
I need a break . From what ? Computer maybe ? Or studies ? Blah .
Alright, if there are anything interesting happened later on .
I'll post again . Heh bye .
Wait wait wait, last but not least, I changed my blog song . Hah .
Ok, goooooooodbye (: !

2009-07-14T19:00:00.003+08:00

Hello people people .
I have finally did my homework today .
Or finally I am doing homework myself instead of using other people's work .
Or finally I am doing homework myself instead of copying teacher's answer LOL !
HAHAHA, well that's me . I always procrastinate and do last minute work .
When there's no time, I only tell myself that I have time during school to do .
Which resulted in only copying my friend's work then understand it .
But I still got two Organic Chemistry homework need to complete .
Sian die me lah lols . OC's so boring . Heh .
Oh well, I think I go and do them now (: .
AND WTF ! OMG .
I just realise there's Organic Chem quiz tomorrow .
What the hell . I have no mood to study man -.-
Oh great, I'm dead . Screw quizzes and homeworks .

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& and Hello again . I haven't completed any tasks yet ah .
Essay, nope . Formulas, nope . Study for Quiz, nope . Except for Topic 3 .
So many hours have passed since 4pm and I have only progressed like that .
Screw the quiz already, Imma gonna fail it man seriously .
Oh well, I shall continue to start my slow progress until 12am ? Hah .
Goooooodbye, for today (: .

Thanks a lot .
You really cheered me up .
I guess if that's true, it will be the best of all .
Really, thanks a lot ! (:

2009-07-13T20:38:00.008+08:00

I had enough . I seriously cannot bear with it anymore .
It will only be that I'm going to ignore you, or I'm going to just shout at you .
I don't care who are you to me .
You don't even think that you have to respect me .
Your old fashion way just make everyone suffer .
We should understand that your like this .
While you think that we should change instead of yourself .
~~Yeah just go fuck yourself man .~~ -___-
Freaking damn money face .
Don't find excuses to explain everything .
If money is that important to you, just use money as your excuse .
You do not need to neglect the money issue in front of us .
Well I think sometimes you don't .
Or perhaps I'm going to do the same to you eh .
You can scold me all you want, but I think you don't deserve it .
You don't give us, neither will I give you .
You say you should enjoy, well I should also enjoy .
Why should I bother also letting you enjoy when I myself haven't enjoy enough .
How I wish I could just scream at you .
Just because you're my _____ , I can't .
I think some of you people who read this shall know who -___-
Those who reads and doesn't know, well I guess it's better .
Perhaps you're not really that close to me .
You can start your criticism now . =_=

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Shangri-La Episode 15 is out today .
All thanks to Crunchy-Roll for making me happy .
Hope there's more scenes of Momoko-san this episode .
Hurray . -Clicks!-
http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-531240/shangri-la-15/
-After hours until now-
So, & I watched my Shangri-La . Wondering why they want to capture Miko.
And it made me want to continue watching . Seriously it's storyline ain't boring lah .
Headed for Audition next . Look at Oatty play loh .
After awhile, my turn in go in and play with her and other people .
Blah . Dearie's like dead, perhaps she's sleeping. 100% .
Played and came back to Msn and blog about everything after the link .
Tomorrow's there's no school . I wonder if my Internet will survive throughout tonight .
Perhaps not . I think .
Anyway, I seriously want to use one Asiasoft Forum emoticon, badly .
Giving = = face with jaws opened lol . ' Hehz ' Lol .
Okay lame, although I still have two legs with me .

Goodbye . I wanted someone there to be by my side .
But I guess it's impossible .
Even though they look like they are, I don't feel that they are .

Blockquotes rule your socks .
Forever and ever and ever .
Random .
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha .

2009-07-12T22:37:00.003+08:00

CLICK HERE, PICTURE TOO BIG, MAI PUT HERE!

I only want to post this . AND NOTHING ELSE .
THE 2 COOLS DESTROY EVERYTHING .
AND THE SCREENSHOT SHALL TELL YOU EVERYTHING I WANNA SAY (: .
HOOORAY ! .

I hate die you . Hate die you (: .

2009-07-11T13:12:00.005+08:00

Hello people . I'm here to blog . Lalalalalala .
Gonna go out later with Jie, I guess o_O .
Anddd, those past few days at school was okay .
Well, only okay when were with friends, with their jokes .
Lectures and tutorials only make me wanna sleep .
Geeez, about that Tutorial teacher eh .
I think he needs some CSAS lesson before he starts criticising us .
We are not even late, we are punctual .
HE stills say that we walked in slowly, wasting his time .
We didn't even waste anytime okay .
Every single lesson, he never fails to say that we are the worst class .
Or sometimes, my course is the noisiest in ASc .
Everybody agrees that his teaching is good . But look at his god damn attitude .
It pisses me off and I'm always leaving the class with a black face ._.
Next, Lecture for PIPC .
We have been separated from another course .
Yeah, cause ChE is always very noisy, the other course complains about us ~
Blah blah blah blah blah . =__=
Don't you think it's even worst ?
What about those people in my course who wants to study ?
Most probably they are gonna get disturbed by the noise, we Marocks made .
They are just so dumb, there aren't any win-win situation if any thing changes -_-
Can't we just stick to what they have planned, rather then listening to the other course students?
Blahhh, whatever . It has already happened -_- .
& Now I'm hating Wednesdays, because of OC Tutorial .
Thursdays too because of the 2hours lectures .
Fridays because of the CSAS lesson .
Mondays and Tuesday are way better than these three days man ._. !
Anyway, I spent money on Audition again ! Arghhh ._.
Oh well, I never fail to tempt myself :D .
Got to go eat my brunch already . Heh .
Got to go think of what to do today and tomorrow .
Have to finish my Tutorials eh .__.
I hope I'm not lazy and I'm not going to say that I'm crazy doing those Tutorials early .
Alright, if I continue I gonna be late :D !
Goooooodbye ~ .

Meanwhile .. To Do List : ( Before I forget everything . )
Post-Lab assignment .
Tutorial 5A ( EM)
Organic Chemistry, Tutorial and other stupid stuffs .
PIPC Tutorial dk what .
MEB Tutorial Qns 2 !!!
CSAS Reflection shxt :D .

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I love die -PAPERBAG- .
I love die Sarah (boyf ? LOL) !
I love die Sandra Dearie !
I love die Calista Oatty !
I love die Zuqi Lesbo !
I love die NMCKE !
I love die Winnie Pooh ! ( Laogong :D LOL )
I love die Tsukiyomi Ikuto !
I love die Phoenix Sophronia !
I love die Hayden !
That's so my mood today (: .

Anyway, today had perfects up to 29 ! For a round in couple mode .
Then had 15hearts with Sarah :D . So shiok lea :x .
Too bad couple mode can't save . Sad sad .
Had a lot of fun today .
Almost everyone was online tonight .
And suddenly I miss my Shermaine Szb alot ): .
I seriously miss playing with her .. Sigh D: .

When will another day like 052412 come .
I know it's impossible now .
But this kind of feeling just make me feel like crying .
Oh well, anyone's up for a sms partner job :/. ?

2009-07-07T10:33:00.002+08:00

KIMI SHI NI TAMOU ! KOTO NAKARE ! :X
Lalalalallalalallalala, today's school starts at 3.15pm . BLAH !
I wonder if the teacher gonna ask us a lot of thinnnnnngs !
Cause well, I didn't do a lot for the project -.-
I think Imma like a free loader lol :D .
Blah, last night . Can't sleeep ! All because of , @#$@#%$$@# !
Argh . I think I have no rights to regret luh .
I'm not even treasuring or cherishing it .
I guess I always break people's heart whenever I want .___. .
~~I ADMIT, HE'S GONE~~ . .__. What for am I getting sad over it -__-
Geeeez . I really hate myself ): .

I feel . Empty . Do I ?
& how long will it take me to forget you .
To not feel like this anymore .
' It's not like I can't live without you . '
You're really a good 'friend' of mine .
Will there be someone else out there like you ?
I seriously wonder ..
Will I be able to pick myself up and continue forward ?
I wanted to know too .
I need someone ): .

2009-07-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO PEOPLE !
I'm both sad and happy todaaaay .
Shall post about what happened just nooooow .
Went to the Hokkaido Fair at Tampines Mall loh .
Then while walking, my Father stepped on me . URGH !
Damn dulan lol . Then the things damn expansive de loh .
Waaaah, compared the prices in Japan sia .
The Melon here costs 86bucks ! Quite small .
We bought a bigger one at Hokkaido for only 40bucks ++ lea LOL .
But haiya, the 'Aeroplane' fees lea ? Haha .
Still okay bah, but the freshness don't have le loh .
And we also ate the ice cream .
I thought will be nice . But I think quite smelly lea HAHA !
Geeeeez, played with the ice cream loh :D .
Then headed out, my mum stepped on me lmao .
Damn angry lol . D: . My poor foooootzxc !
Waited for the train. And my father stepped on me again -.-
Sway die me lah zzs .
He walked backwards, because we thought the train alr stopped, and want to open doors alr .
Who knows, it nvr go till the start . So it went forward again .
Blah, what is the driver doing lol .
Reached home and tada !
Alright, time for another topic ..

NMCKE ! CALLING FOR NMCKE PEEPS !
AHKEH WANTS CHALET AROUND NOV-DEC HOLIDAYS !
At DownTown east perhaps . Want de please tell me D: .
But I very scared it won't be successful lols :x .
Baaaaah, everyone can make it mah ): ?
Hope so hope so . I also calling my dearie out too o.o
Sandra Dearie ! Weeeee, you all de 'AhGong' le LOLS .
Kay bah . Let just see what happens ? (:
BYE PEOPLEEEEEEE .
Love you all many many many ! ♥

Can I love you ? -Lmao, so random :D -

2009-07-04T19:12:00.002+08:00

Here I am again . Imma gonna post craps again . Blah .
Suddenly just remember what happened last time .
And well, now . I have the same situation again .
I gave in, I said okay .
But things didnt go well until June .
So it's my turn to ask .
But guess what, I didn't get a, Okay .
So, what happened ? Instead I just take that as my answer loh .
I didn't beg/persuade/force my friend to get a Okay eh .
Why ah why . I'm still going to tell myself Life's like that ?
Or should I just find someone else to take over you .
Someone who could say Okay to me .
Maybe I should, maybe .
Then again, our friendship would just suddenly disappear again .
Yep, like last year .
So should I? Or should I just stop and follow you and say okay to you ?
While you keep telling me Nah, Don't want and Blah blah blah ?
Yeah, I have became a STALKER again or I should say, Someone's Accompanient !
And this brings me back during my Secondary school days .

I'll stop here . Enough craps .___. Bai .

2009-07-03T20:47:00.004+08:00

Another crappy post of mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Blah, I shall not post about school today .
Since it's like, so long and I'm lazy to think back lmao .
Dearie ah dearie, D: .
I'm dying every Friday I think LOL . I wonder how many more times will I --- next week LOL .
Alright, so I ask myself . Whether is this really the best way to do everything .
So I need to bear with it, and when it ends . They are happy .
And then, I'll be happy cause they are happy ! Lmao .
But bottling everything up isn't just the solution eh .
Who will be that unlucky one for me to burst everything out on them .
Lol . Complaining about stuffs that is unfair to me .
Arh blah . I need a listening ear, someone I feel comfortable with ): .
Someone who wouldn't be affected by what I say . Urgh ._.
And now I'm thinking about him again -.-
Yeah, of course he's lying . But I feel much more better . -Laughs-
Well well well . I guess after bearing for so long, it still ended this way .
SIGH ! Why sia why . Life's like that eh ): ?
Getting all emotional . Wanting to attempt suicide . Blah !
So I think Life's more about feeling down rather than feeling happy right Lmao .
We have to live a Life that never fail to make us sad.
Carrying on when I feel that nothing gets better .
Thinking more just makes me feel more sad LOL !
I think I could spam a lot of words to make people want to attempt suicide -.-
But I guess that person wouldn't be that stupid .
Someone like me is asking them to go and die ! Awwwww LMAO !
Alright bye, end of my crappy section .

Hello again . BORED DIE ME LAH .
Feel like doing homework, but so late already, lazy luah . D:
Tomorrow then dooooooooooo.
Sian ji puuuuuuuazxc . Dearie's always offline ever since, I STARTED SCHOOL .
And . Just realised about something lol .
Yeah, his words woke me up . - Geeez ? -
I will continue when I have my craps ready .
Currently, my brain's seriously not working .
Alright, I shall continue reading my old posts (: !
Anyway, I still can rmb what happened when I posted my post LOL .
Waaaah, so pro uh . But seriously my eng suck big time still ! :D .

2009-07-02T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hai people .
I wanted to post so many things today but I think I forget already LOL .
Well anyway..
Went to school, had Organic Chemistry Lecture .
Boring 2 hours .
Had entertainment from Divya .
She keep asking about this picture she draw .
Then when take away some part of the picture or add on, there's something new .
Like, she drew an arrow, on two sheets of paper .
When she removed one, it became a smiley face Lol .
We all did laugh, but maybe you people won't find it funny D: .
Then had Engineering Mathematics .
Banged wall and told HaiMei that the wall's mine .
She can either choose the ceiling or the floor to bang LOL !
Went through Differentiation again .
Disiao-ed HaiMei who is sitting in front of me .
Also had entertianment around loh .
I accidently bang-ed the wall, someone say I very qiang -__-
Cuz I go qiang qiang bi . Lmao .
Finished one hour earlier and had 3 hours break again loh .
Ate Nasi Bryani and something stupid happened LOL .
There was this bunch of people heading back to class .
I didn't realise the guy said something .
When I said there's 2 more hours for us, my friends laughed at me .
Cause the guy just said Faster lah, we got no time already ! Lesson starting liao !
Den I zhun zhun said that after he finished LOL .
Wah I so pro lmao :x .
Went to Comp lab and see HaiMei do CSAS .
Disiao-ed her and made her put her heart and soul into her work LOL .
Cause those who write very long one, also is fu yan nia .
HaiMei put her heart and soul to do, so very short . She never fu yan LOL .
Since the questions in that 3 Relection worksheets are so SAME !
I added in, HaiMei, must put your heart and soul to copy hor ! LOL .
El oh el lahs xD .
Then headed to the corridor of the tutorial rooms to sit down .
Cause 15minutes more le, just head down loh .
Had a lot of entertainment again loh, and all I do is only laugh ): .
' I laugh when people laugh . I cry when people cry . '
That's me ! Mai ask me comment, mai ask me why I laugh D: !
Then had Mass & Energy Balance tutorial loh .
Copied the answers , as usual LOL .
Anyway, I feel that those people are so fcuking rude lah please .
Questions are meant to be asked .
Whether lame or whatever .
The fcuking particular guy always laugh at people .
Oh god, I think he just suck big time man .
Seriously, I hate them for laughing at HaiMei's question lah . -'-
Went to the lecture hall to have PIPC lecture lohhhhhhhhhh .
Was daydreaming the whole of 2 hours lah -.-
And the teacher pronouciation just made everyone talk about him lol .
Finally, 2hours ended !
Waited for the bus and saw someone holding a huge winnie pooh ! In eeyore outfit !
Waaaah, quite cute lah . But not cuter than my winnie hor LOL !
Reached homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, used comppppppppppppppppppp .
And updated class blogggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Alright bye LOL . The end lalalalalalaaaaaaaaa .

Since life will end sooner or later .
Why can't I just die after living for 1 second ?
I won't get moody over so many things .
For so many years .
Why uh . Why can't I end my sufferrings much earlier ?
Than living through it which make me feel even more worst ?

2009-07-01T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hello . I think t's quite interesting to post about things that happened in school .
HAHA ! Well, I'm going to put 1 post only for my blog .
Lalalalalalala, since they have already past (: .
ANYWAY ...
Lessons are quite boring today .
First lesson jiu talk about UH-HEM already .
Huiyi's right, it's better not to know anything ): .
It just keeps you thinking after you knew . ARGH !
I think I have a big mouth . -Shut ups- I SHALL NOT GOSSIP MORE .
Engineering maths lecture was cancelled .
Went to sit outside the lecture hall .
HaiMei finally taught me what I have missed while I had my LOA o.o
Weeeeee, I only understand a bit .
Anyway, played Ardy's iTouch or simi lah ! IDK I NOOB .
This game like beat up ah :D . I act pro go play extreme .
Then everyone was saying about my nails -Cries-
Mai play le, later Ardy angry with me, I scratch his screen ): .
I ALSO FINALLY WON HAIMEI, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . Lmao .
Went for PIPC tutorial lohhhhh .
Copied everything lohhhh .
Totally is don't know how to do lohhhh .
But finally I understand lohhhh .
Sibeh pro lohhhh .
I so bhb lohhhh. LMAO LAH :X
Then we had break ! 1 hour ! Eat my food !
Haiya, no appetite lah D: . I wanna eat this or that but don't feel like eating lmao .
Finally ordered Laska for my lunch .
Usually, I confirm, must, need to have rice for my lunch .
But I guess that I won't feel hungry later on .
And I didn't even finish my Laska lmao .
NEVERMIND HONGKONG ! LET'S GO ON DIET ! HAHAHAHAHA .
& I bought my GreenTea :D !
2nd Greentea bottle for the week LOLS .
Had Organic Chemistry . Half learning and half chionging tutorial homework .
I also don't understand lah .
That lecturer finished 1 whole chapter and I don't understand it at all ): .
3/4 of it was completed while I'm at home ): .
Confirm fail de loh, for my tutorial quizzes, for this chapter ): .
Hais, never mind . Had tutorial, same subject, different teacher .
Okay this teacher is so damn fierce .
I think that he has no sense of humor luh . D: .
Sigh, and he says like our class is the worst .
Really meh ? Why sia . Because of those clowns around ?
Well, one is irritating but the other not mah .
Geeeez . I don't believe that our class is very bad lah ): .
After tutorial was APEL lesson with Ms Chung :D .
Someone asked about the ' our class got so bag meh ' .
She said that it's the average marks our class got . Quite bad .
Haiya forget already lah lmao lmao lmaos .
Then Irritating time starts awhile later .
We're talking about Bad habits, need to write down .
There's a lot lah . Someone talked the way like Ryan sunzi explained .
Gawd LMAO LAHS LOL .
Then this GUY B . Who is also in my group . DDD: !
I cannot tahan him lah . I seriously want to ask him to shut up . :x
Keep talking about something like so 'gan-chiong' .
Thinking that we don't understand .
So hard to explain lah . The way he speak just make you so irritated man .
URGHHHH ._. & DEARIE, oh god . He just look like that OINK man -.-
That fcuking feeling LOL . EWWWWWW D: !
Left the classroom and Kit wanted to make class T-shirt lmao .
Guan yin ma at the front, LOL LAH, SO RANDOM .
Then they start singing the music LOLOLOL .
Walked to the bus stop and started admiring people's hair do .
Lame lah me, seriously nothing to do man :D .
Anyway, my bus came while I'm at the bridge .
Alexis and Huiyi asked me to run o.o
Then I say I got bad habit, I lazy LOL .
Then Huiyi say that No actually, if you don't run, you won't fall .
Yeah agree LOL . Plus Im wearing slippers, how to run fast .
Got stairs somemore lea, confirm slip de Lol .
You never know, I always will have injury almost every P.E lesson at both pri and sec school ): .
Reached home and blogged and blah !
Okay , end of story .
I wonder what will happen tomorrow .
Quite a loooooooooooooooooong day :D . BYEEEEEE.
Loh loh loh loh loh loh LOL .

2009-06-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

Hello howdy ho !
I know I told myself to stop posting .
But I'm here posting for my precious Sandra dearie okay ! (:

First ! Well hmmm, I should really keep my comments to myself.
But oh well, this is my blog right :D !
This is what I really think beh dearie .
Hmm, nobody asked you to trust her back right ?
You just assume that she's forcing you to trust her .
Am I correct ?! I'm sure I am !
It's okay not to trust people .
Since I also don't really trust all my friends . Well, in a lot of ways .
Personal problems, who shares them with everyone they trust ?
Nobody gives 100% trust to everyone .
I can say that I trust you, but not completely (: .
Second ! Being yourself is really great !
But, those friends around you, they are only trying to help you .
It's not about changing yourself just to make them happy .
There are things that you need to change, that's why everyone have bad habits .
There are things that you are different from other people .
There aren't things that you completely doesn't need to change .
Changing some, is just for your own good .
So your parents scold you and you tell them . I'm like that ! Just shut up ! I'm me !
Last but not least .. I rather give in to people .
I have told myself . It's not about yourself being happy after what you give to people .
To me, it's better to see other people feeling happy because of you .
I don't want people to be unhappy just because of me .
I will feel very bad . Thats why ..

Still lastly ! Back to Sandra dearie :D
Yeah, no one have the rights to comment on people .
Although it's good to give opinions..
Also dearie, I believe he likes to ASSUME .
Like what he assume that you hate him .
And like what he assume that he's disturbing us .
You're correct . If he doesn't give in, then we are wrong D: !
Yep yep, no one's not selfish . No one's perfect (: .
Just being so emotional ! The Like-To-Assume guy xD !

ALRIGHT THE END .
SORRY FOR THE IRRITATED FEELINGS CAUSED BY ME. [ If there are ]
FEEL FREE TO SHOOT ME BACK WITH YOUR COLOURFUL WORDS ! :D .

2009-06-29T23:57:00.003+08:00

living in the midst of black and white
nothing looks interesting nor appealing
scars and wounds are permanent
while happiness are only temporary
nothing good will last forever, neither will life get better

i'll only have one regret in my life.
for not dying earlier (: .

I'll stop posting for some time . Don't miss my craps .

I'm smiling people . I'm smiling .

2009-06-29T20:15:00.005+08:00

Ignore the previous post ): .
Anyway, today's PIPC Lab session was fun .
Had entertainment in front of me lols ! Yeah in front of my bench :D .
Swirl not Twirl . Swirl not Twirl ! LOLS .
Damn funny man, there a lot of conversations lah haha .

Guy A : Wah, so accurate ah ! Drop by drop lea ! Confirm become scientist one you .
Guy B : Nah, I don't like being Scientist hahahahahaha .
Guy A : Then what you wanna be ?
Guy B : Anything but Scientist . -Focuses on Titration-
Guy A : Oh then you be Anything lah ! Anything !

Since Guy B is very the, follow instructions ..
Guy B : Hey, help me see the colour change, I cannot see .
Guy A : Wah cannot lah, teacher say must 1 person do one .
Guy A : I cannot help you lah !

Suddenly this conversation popped up .
Guy B : You all use lazy method lah .
Guy A : Yah loh, yours is the most Accurate method lah ! Ours lazy method .
My partner : It's not lazy method, is Smart method .

LMAO LAH , I kept laughing due to this Guy B man .
Guy A keep suaning him lah LMAOS .
A lot of conversations, I forget everything already LOL .
HAHAHAHAHA . Seriously lah, we finish all the trails already .
They still doing trail one, or just finish nia LMAO .
Then the guy B still slowly do, drop by drop . Wah peng lah LOL .
Lesson ended and had Engineering Maths tutorial .
I only copied the tutorial answers, gao dim LOL .
Played with my GreenTea bottle, trying to seperate the words .
But fail ! Omg sad lah D: .
Headed home and here I am o_O .
Lalalalalalalalala, tomorrow no school again, so happy ! LOLS .
Alright goodbye, end of post :D .

So here I am, living this world weirdly .
Well I'm borned to be weird .
So people will find me very weird, different from them .
Living everyday weirdly .
Every single second pass by me weirdly, and even now too .
Does this weirdness make people hate me ?
Hmmm well I think so eh ?
So, how many people hate me for being this weird ?
I know everyone isn't perfect .
But my weirdness just make people detest me (: .
I have my own unique way of thinking , of talking .
But still, this weirdness make people hate me more !

Edit :
I'll have myself to admit, School's better than staying at home !
Grrrrr, I want myself to stop using computer so much ): .
Like last year, like those past few years !
I'm happier D: ...

I'm stupid .
I'm dumb .
I'm stubborn .
I'm weird :D .
I'm apparently just nothing else .

2009-06-28T19:02:00.004+08:00

Howdy howdy . Just remember that 27th May had past for this year !
Yea, I have lived for another year and a month ? Lols .
How many times have I been sad ?
-Counts- Unable to count eh .
I have read my older posts in my old blog .
Oh , that Emo old me .
And now I have become more Emo uh Lmao .
As time goes by, I seem to change .
For the better or for the worst, I don't even know .
If I were to hope that I become to the old me again .
It would be just as impossible as rewinding time .
Is it ? Or it's I m possible ?
I guess it wouldn't be impossible to change yourself again .
Back to the old you, maybe maybe .
Anyway, I seriously want that post .
I deleted it together with my first blog .
God, I seriously want it back .
There's a important thing inside that means a lot to me .
Sigh, I will never get it back ): .
Gooooodbye T_____T . [ What a stupid post ]

EDIT:
FUG JOO LAH . Bitch .
I could have given you many slaps already . -'-
Fuck you .

2009-06-27T22:57:00.005+08:00

I'm back people ! Damn tired lah .
Toes are damn pain, blister at my ankle lmao . New shoe mah .
I'm seriouly deteriorating le :D .
Haha -Laughs- And MehMeh walks so fast, cause he's very young LOL .
Today went out late, met up late .
Made MehMeh and AhNeh waited lols . Ahhhhh paiseh ! x.x
So I went to fetch AhNeh first, afraid that he will like wonder why nobody one .
Then we headed to AMK, find MehMeh and waited for Sandra Dearie :3 .
Gave them their share I bought in Japan and went to Cine Cathay xD .
I didn't realise that we should alight at Somerset .
Alighted at Orchard cause of my blurness, walked further -___- .
I like too long never go out uh . Lmao lah .
Walk walk walk, bought tickets and went to eat .
Actually MehMeh want to eat at PastaMania .
And I saw my HongKong food ! ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG .
So we went there to eat finally after my slowness of realising LOL ! .
Of course I ate my Fish fillet with egg and rice plus Ice Milo mwahahaz .
Sandra skipped, so only MehMeh and AhNeh ate . PLUS ME .
Gawd, I seriously like the food lahs T_____T . I WANT MORE D: !
And then, MehMeh's egg more cooked than mine D: .
He thinks it's unfair while I think so too LOL ! .
Crapped a lot and I am damn slow when he said a joke .
Alright I seriously need to think for a very long time .
LIKE URGH !? I thought he meant name, never think that it's SHOUT for help .
Dot dot dot .___. I said my jokes and MehMeh fu yan me lah !
' Ahh I never hear before I never hear before ! '
Sian 1/2, mai say liao D: . Cause I seriously think I said to them before LOL !
So headed to 7-11 to buy my GreenTea o.o
Saw my Rasberry Vodka sold for 8bucks .. -LOL-
Then went to More than Words - I don't know the name lah -__- - .
Then headed to Level 9 , blah blah blah blah .
Poor AhNeh don't know what they are talking LOL .
Ghosts of Girlfriends past . I wanna sleep already . -Yawns-
Anyway, we sat the first row sia D: . I almost gotten giddy -.-
Finish liao, send AhNeh to the MRT Station .
I keep saying Bye to him LOL . Maybe I'm quite high -.- . HAHA .
Then walked to Plaza Sing . From Somerset .
LEG CRAMPS , WTF LOL .
Headed to the Closed down Bunk and the Arcade .
Went up to Plaza Sing Arcade and played !
The the Spot the difference and the Match thingy one LOL .
2 bucks, my treat :D . Haha, damn fun lah . HAHA .
Dearie, let's play more next time ! HAHA .
Then headed to the shops opposite the arcade .
Looked looked . Heard Vampire Knights de Ending song xD .
The simi simi Doll one . Still Doll ? Lols .
Then talked about Naruto blah blah. See a lot of things .
And my Pooh too LOL .
Gawd.. Final Fantasy games ): Haha.
Headed home and kept thinking about that dream .
Fcuk siol, stab me please . GOD ! -.-
While walking home, kept talking to myself -Laughs-
I guess it's another 'Her' (: . And now it's 'Him' ! LOL .
Lalalalalalalala, -Laughs- .
Reached home and Father was watching MJ Concert -.-
Arghhhhh, so loud and irritating LOL .
He's like so random lah lmao .
Anyway, thanks Sandra Dearie for the Winnie :D ! It is really cute :3 .
But not cuter than you lah hor, LOLS .
Alright, AhNeh wanna read about today's post lea LOL . BAI !

Gawd, someone just stab me .
I don't fcuking want this feeling seriously .
The dream keep repeating and I just wanna forget it .
Stab me please stab me .
That dream just suck big time .
It's making me feel even worst lah . Fug siol .
'Him' please help me -___- .

2009-06-27T10:29:00.002+08:00

Oh great . What a nice dream I had -.-
Seriously I don't want this kind of dreams anymore .
STAB MY HEART . Urgh, jealous LOL .
Fcuk siol . ): . Why do I have this dream -___- .
Somemore so random at QianHui's old house LOL !
Hmm yeah, I wanna see her new house man !
And gift her the Hello Kitty mirror o.o .
Haha, she's been quite a good friend for very long luh .
YES BETTER THAN LIMSITING LOL .
I just remember, I never buy for LIMSITING LOL ! . Omg shxt HAHA .
Haiya, Food can ? LOL . -LAUGHS-
Sigh, stomach aches again -.-
Don't know if it's because of feeling hungry or what .
Seriously .. I need to go see doctor again lah lol .
And hmmm . Imma still finding a Picture for my cute -PAPERBAG- !
Anyone has ScreenShots of her ? LOL.
Oh well I haven't eat my breakfast . LOL .
Goooodbye :D . Shall post about today's outing after I came back ! ;lub .

2009-06-26T10:08:00.008+08:00

I'm going school today !
Oatty and Lesbo mai miss me too much kay ! LOLS .
Yeah like finally I gonna head to school .
Even though with stomach aches uh .
Whatever heck care D: .
Added some random stuffs at Extras .
Haha, seriously random luh . Gaming stuffs eh .__.
Anyway, finally today's Friday and tomorrow's Saturday !
Can't wait to see what Sandra bought for me lahs !
And Hurray, watch movie ! I gonna eat popcorn . -Laughs-
Hmmmm, gonna love my new blogskin for some time eh !
Gonna find codes that make the Photo aligns right and wouldn't disturb the words o.o !
Yeah when I come back, gotta go prepare for school now !
Yes and also makan my favourite wanton mee downstairs .
If it's sold out then I shall skip lunch ): .
Maybe not, later more stomach aches .
And I'll seriously die and crawl back home :D .
Haha, Goodbye lah ! Loves everyone (: .

Edit :
HAHA Okay IM LATE FOR SCHOOL ALR . I HAVEN PREPARE . -DIES-
Alright goodbye.
Fuck you, fuck you very very much :D
♥

Decisions are like paths . You never know what will happen . (: .

2009-06-25T11:47:00.002+08:00

Oh great . I should be going back school today .
Since yesterday was my last day of quarrantine .
Who knows I got fever last night .
Took medicine and MC for today .
Woke up and had bad stomach aches .
Yes even now, don't what wrong with my stomach -_-" .
So I skipped 4 days of school this week .
Confirm missed a lot of lessons, like duh .
Have to rely on HaiMei and the rest to teach me le ): .
Gawd, I must go school tmr -.-
I mai skip le. Feels weird to stay at home so long .
While people are in school studying lols .
Oh well, post later if there are things to post about.
Lalalalalalala, bye .

EDIT :
Hooray ! I finally got blogsong again -.-
Screw the old one . It just can't load man ): .
I hope this new playlist will not spoil again like last time .
-WOOOOOTS- Shangri-La Opening Song (: !

2009-06-23T23:04:00.004+08:00

Jiu ren ming bah.
My purpose of living is to make people happy .
Let's do this .
I'm sure I won't feel bad anymore .
I will feel more much happier .
Or maybe lesser regrets in my life after today .
All the best to me .
Happiness is needed much more by other people, than me {: .

It has been almost 6months since I have felt this way before .
But not as worse as that day though .
-Laughs-

And thanks, I will always remember your words .
Happy jiu hao (: .

Hi Patricia O.O !

2009-06-22T23:24:00.004+08:00

Hai hai hai hai hai .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
I'm just a tool, yeah again and again and again .
Sigh, things must always end like this eh ? .
Oh well, nothing last forever, neither does happiness right (: .
I feel so weird right now .
Something's wrong with my mood every night .__.
What am I thinking about ? I really wanna know why .
Gawd . I need Sandra right now . -Cries-

Well anyway, I got quarrantined from school .
Cause I went Japan, which has self-developed cases .
But I'm fine , don't worry .
I just got myself a extended holiday anyway, yep until thursday .

Goodbye .

2009-06-20T19:29:00.002+08:00

Here are my random craps .
Yeah, crappy craps . Don't bother reading .
I doubt you will understand, lalalalala .

Time to seek for answers .
Time to think through what do I really want .
It's for me to remain calm and think carefully .
There wouldn't be much distractions eh.
If life were to be this enjoyable, I rather be a computer idiot .
If I could redo something, I wouldn't wanna get involved in online gaming .
Every single thing that happened, will be lead to computer stuffs .
Happiness doesn't stay forever .
Neither will sadness, right .
But, how will life gets better . When nothing lasts forever .
Can we make things last forever ?
Or perhaps, regrets and mistakes .
Help us to know how to make life better, although not forever .

To know that this path gave us much happiness .
You wouldn't know whether the other path would give this much happiness .
Or more, or less . We don't know .
Then you would start to regret that why didn't you choose the other path .
After making a mistake, you feel that you did .
This would always happen, but maybe things are better in this path .
Well nobody knows . Unless time could rewind .
What could we do, we can only continue walking forward .

THE END ! (: .

2009-06-20T00:11:00.004+08:00

Another random post, Imma try to post up photos soon bah .

So, I'm weird .
I can't control my laughter or tears .
Cry when it doesn't makes sense for me to cry .
Laugh when it isn't funny at all .
And my taste is all so weird .
Only making myself 'malu' when people find me lame for laughing .
Only making myself look stupid when I'm crying for nothing .
I guess it's really better to not have any feelings .
A frozen metal heart .
Well I guess by laughing was all just trying to make myself happy .
But when people asked, it is so funny ?
All I can say is a No and shut myself up .
I feel so heartbroken .___.
Yes by you, ' like that also laugh ? '
Life will never be great, Life will never be better .
When happiness comes, it increases your mood meter .
It drops right back to square 1 after it's gone .
So tell me how is life going to be better .
I shall post two more random craps tomorrow . Goodbye :/..

I thought .
I did really think through .
But yet, I never know what's the truth .
Never know when it gonna be true .

2009-06-19T09:48:00.002+08:00

Gonna rip off something from AhNeh's very old post .
Or maybe change a lil bit to the sentence .
'When I type Lol, doesn't mean that I'm laughing .
It means that I don't have any comments . '
Okay, I totally agree with this .
Those kids in the Private server keep saying, Very funny meh ?
[ Pardon me, the word KIDS .___. ]
Yeah, they should know this .
If not they think I ignored them, right ? LMAO !
And other ripoff from AhNeh's blog LOL .
My conversation with that HorLee, the big brother who owed me cash .
[ Note : It's owed not Owe ! LOLS . ]
Thereeeee .

HAHA, IceV0dkaz's me btw .

I hope you understand, cause I doubt there's a lot of people who will laugh ROFLMAO .

Alright, that's all, I haven uploaded the photos into this computer yet .

So HAHA, happy waiting or don't bother waiting ! Heh .

2009-06-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

I'm BACKZXCZXCZXCZXC .
LIMSITING MISSES ME LOL ! :X .
Lazy update luh .
So many things happened and so funny :x .
Bought so many things and had a lot of fun .
Especially playing the 'Grab-gachapon' eh ?
Grab a lot of times and a lot of times two keychains drop together HAHA .
I'm so pro :D so damn exciting :X .
Total gotten 15 keychains for 2k yen o_O .
So much eh ! HAHAHAHA, alright..
Shall update some photos soon tomorrow lalalalala :B .

2009-06-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

' Oh you fcuking irritating bitch,
Can't you just fcuking shut up and go away .
You are just crapping and it's stupid . '
What's the use of waiting for someone .
When they actually hate you so much and doesn't even wants you to be their friend .
Who knows . They may just act nice in front you .
But actually they hate you so much that they want to kill you .
All you can tell yourself is a Never mind .
What's the use of asking why when you don't even know whether it's the truth .
Having lesser friends just decreases the times you feel this way .
Although everyone wants the truth, they don't want to face the truth .
Although telling the truth is good, they don't want to hurt people .
So not telling the truth is better ?
Not knowing the truth is much better ?
Well, life's is just so troublesome .

Goodbye, the end (:

2009-06-05T12:38:00.009+08:00

HELLO . IMMA HERE POSTING ABOUT MY FIGURINES ONLY .
HAHA DAMN HAPPY YEAH :D .
Anyway, please ignore the ugly background . BAH D: .

HOOWEEEEEEE . AMUTO ! Loves them many many :D .

Ikuto, and his character Yoru :D . So cute :D

It's Utau and her 2nd dress . HAD A HARD TIME WEARING HER BOOTS -__-

Utau and her 1st dress :D . It came like this by the way o.o

Amu and her 2nd suit ! Waaaaaah, so damn cute HAHA .

Last but not least, Amu with her 1st suit :3 . She came like this too ~

Anyways, paiseh, Ikuto should have the 2nd suit .
Budden uh, there's this accessory that is so small, I almost lost it .
So yeah, I don't dare to change it loh ): .
Yeah so, hehe, I bought them three :D !

Szb ah szb .
Everytime I see someone kena scolded like that .
I always wanted to shoot them back .
But since that girl thinks that no one shld chup in .
I guess I can't say anything already .
Calling you a dog is just an opinion :/.
The fact itself is she herself barking around as if she's so big -__-

2009-06-02T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hello I'm back.
I shall just post about something today .
Hmmm, remember the 10k cash someone owe me .
Yeah, I finally gotten it back.
But like Grrr, you know what .
It wasn't the person who returned it to me .
His youngest brother paid for the cash and returned to me first .
Like, what the fcuk, the oldest brother had his youngest brother to stuffs like this for him.
The money issue, they shall settle by themselves .
Oh my god, what kind of brother is this man .
I pity the youngest two brothers :/.
Anyway, the tests that past, especially today's.
I'm so going to fail that test. All the best to me .
And hooray for 16rebirths for paperbag :/.
Slacking around as usual is my type .
If not I just start saying that I'm not being normal today .
I guess I shall slack till school reopens eh .
Oh well goodbye.
Am looking forward to the days I'm going to go out during the holidays.

2009-05-24T22:17:00.004+08:00

I 100% suggest you don't continue reading from here .
And anyway, till I feel like posting, I will come back.
For the moment, I won't blog anymore. Tyvm . ♥

If only if only IF ONLY .
What's with this frigging word always appearing in my head .
Fcuking damn pissed now .
I feel that everything is back to the past .
Happiness never last forever .
Neither will there be happiness every day .
IT SEEMS TO BE THAT WAY .
Posting everything like this to me, seems like I'm attracting for attention .
Those bitches or bastards out there who hates me, will think this way .
Yes, I remember that quote from the passage in english comprehension .
Suicide is like a cry for help .
A cry for attention .
To me, it totally make sense .
Yeah, I'm nothing but just a piece of SHIT .
Nothing makes me happy .
Or maybe I'm just making myself not to be happy .
Always against people, always obstructing people .
What the fcuk is the purpose for me living in this world -___-
Hah, I just feel like fcuking ______ everything .
Who needs you ?! And who fcuking needs me !?
Who fcuking need friends when you can't even feel that they are your friends .
YES, I'M JUST A FREAKING FCUKING TOOL FOR YOU TO USE .
I NEVER FORGET THOSE MEMORIES I HAD WITHIN ME .
YOU JUST SIMPLY MAKE ME REMEMBER IT .
OF COURSE, NOTHING LAST FOREVER .
~~FUCK YOU .~~

Ldchps . ♥
& I'm sorry to have made you disappointed .

2009-05-23T18:35:00.003+08:00

Howdy peeps .
Ignore that previous post -.- Seriously pissed with it though .
It is already the history in my life .
Thanks to those who read that post too .
Anyway, feeling so damn bored .
I made a blog for my course class -.-
Well, hmm . Hope that nobody will say that it's useless .
Cause I think this is also a way to contact or remind each other .
Instead of relying on SMS-ing around ..
Cause I think some people won't get the SMS or something .
Well, yeah although that no one always come online after school .
BAHHHH! ANYWAY ! .
I feel that Shangri-La this anime is nice .
So many kind of stories in it, yeah to me but maybe not to you .
Talking about Carbon emitting stuffs which are bad .
Paying tax when you emit carbon blah blah blah .
Then there are also talking about Metal Age stuffs .
& still got what Moon and Sun daggers stuffs . Lol .
I couldn't totally understand lah :x .
Hmm then .. Nothing to post le bah :/.
Goodluck to me for tomorrow . 24 May @___@ ..
Sigh D: !

As usual, tag replies are on my tagboard already .
Find them or check on them , Tyvm . ♥

2009-05-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

Thanks for telling/hinting/asking me to shut up .

I'm glad that you reminded me .
I'm nothing but some irritating piece of shit .
I know you're way better than me .
I'm grateful to your actions/words .
I will never forget what great things you have done to/for me .
Thanks a lot, friend .

I'm back to the old me .
My idiotic way of thinking is back .
I shall just repeat everything the way I think .
In everything you choose to do, there shall be two paths for you .
When you choose one, you wouldn't know what the other path will guide you to .
Same goes if you choose the other one, you wouldn't know what this path will guide you to.
It does so applies to my existence in this world .
Bringing me to this world or not .
When I'm not here, you wouldn't get to know me .
Anything related to me wouldn't have happened .
If anyone will tell me this when I'm seriously down,
Hey, without you, I won't be this happy like now ..
I would just answer back,
And hey, without me, you wouldn't know that you will be happy till now .
You could have walked another path .
Not knowing that, with me, you will be happy .
' Without my existence, you wouldn't be telling me all this . '
Nah, I shouldn't type things people wouldn't understand .
Is this called depression or what . -___-

& To you, thanks for cheering me up .
Thanks for telling me to move forward .
I guess you're what I'm going to carry on living for .
I guess my purpose in life, is to make you happy . ♥

2009-05-20T20:47:00.003+08:00

I'm too bored, let's do this !

Tagged by Zuqi Lesbo o: .

1. Real name : Tay Hui Khin
2. Nickname : Hongkong, hkeh, miru, ahma, keh and etc ? Lul .
3. Star sign : Libra-desu !
4. Male or female : Female.
5. Primary school : Fengshan Primary School
6. Secondary school : Damai Secondary School -.-
7. JC/POLY : Temasek Polytechnic :/.
8. Hair color : Black and WHITE ! ):
9. Long or short : Shoulder length >.> ?
10 . Loud or Quiet : Quiet :D
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans beh .
12. Phone or camera : Both hurhur .
13. Health freak : Don't give a damn HAHA .
14 . Drink or smoke : Can I drink Vodka ? @_@
15 . Do you have a crush on someone : I do I do, Pheonix Sophronia .
16 . Eat or drink : Of course I eat -.- Drink water and GreenTea? LOL .
17 . Piercings : 2 on each ear .
18 . Tattoos : Nopeee.

Have You Ever ;
19. Been in an airplane : Like duh . HAHA .
20 . Been in a relationship : Yep . ♥ Winnie Pooh .
21 . Been in a car accident : Nope o.o Minor Bicycle accident -.-?
22 . Been in a fist fight : Random things I do to Winnie Pooh -.-

Firsts ;
23. First piercing : During Sec 1 bah .
24 . First best friend : Dawn beh ? o_o
25 . First award : My mum said it was relay run -.- Like in primary school .
26 . First Crush : Uh, Virtual bgr shxt matters? -.-
27 . First Vacation : Australia ! :D

Lasts ;
28 . Last person you talked to : Hmm . My mother loh .
29 . Last person you texted to : Chuppy desu o:
30 . Last person(s) you watched a movie with : Gladys and Hillary :D .
32. Last food you ate : Dinner ? Chicken wings and vege -.-
33 . Last movie you watched : Two movies a day . But the last one was Confessions of a Shopaholic :D
34 . Last song you listened to : I'm listening to Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi now .
35 . Last thing you bought : Buy HoneyDew from my canteen ; Itas ?
36 . Last person you hugged : Winnie Pooh HAHA . -.- I know it's not person .

Favourites ;
37 . Food : Braised Egg LOL .
38. Drinks : GREENTEA ♥
39 . Clothing : Nah I don't have .
40 . Books : Jacqueline books ? o_O
41 . Song : Those songs I have with me .
42 . Flower : I don't really like flowers ._.
43 . Colors : Black, White and Brown .
44 . Movies : Ghost Ship ? Lul .
45 . Phrase : NNP? LOL . Or Shxt :D
46 . Subjects : MATHS LAH :D !

You ever done before ;
47 . Kissed in the snow : I have never seen snow in real life .
48 . Celebrated Halloween : In Maple counted? LOL .
49. Had your heart broken : I did . Cheated by my god brother .
50 . Went over the minutes on your cell phone : Yep yep .
51 . Someone questioned your sexual orientation : What's this!
52 : Came out of the closest : Maybe, when I was small HAHA .
53 . Gotten pregnant : Nu way o_o
54 . Had an abortion : I never even gotten pregnant please -.-
55 . Done something you've regretted : LIKE DUH ?!
56 . Broke a promise : Yep I do .
57 . Hid a secret : Yep yep :D .
58 . Pretended to be happy : Yep :/..
59 . met someone who changed your life : Uh, apparently, I have forgotten .
60 . Pretended to be sick : I think so HAHA . I hate school -.-
61 . Left the country : I went overseas already !
62 . Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : The Wet & Wild ride in Escape @_@
63 . Cried over the silliest thing : Yes, I did . Of course -_- !
64 . Ran a mile : Nope I don't .
65 . Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : Ahhh, I went there but with best friend, Idk .
66 . Stay single the whole year : Yea, of course ?

Currently ;
67 . Eating : Nothing
68. Drinking : Plain Water desu .
69. I'm about to : Alt-tab to msn conversations .
70 . Listening to : Uh, the the Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi loh .
71 . Plans for tomorrow : 4hours break, makan outside school !
72 . Waiting for : Ryan to GAMBATTE ! Den I could play his Private server xD .
73 . Want kids : Nope not now .
74. Want to get married : Yep perhaps .
75 . Careers in mind : Nah . I slacker lai deh -.-
76 . Which is better than Girl / Boy : Idk . Let's choose Dead -.-
76 . Lips or eyes : Uh lololol ? -follows xh- Eyes .
77 . Shorter or taller : TALL LAH . 16x ): ?
78 . Romantic or spontaneous : Idk . -follows xh- Spontaneous .
79 . Nice stomach or nice arms : Both can. HAHA .
80. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive :3
81 . Hook-up or relationship : Relationship O.O
82. Trouble-maker or hesistant : Hesistant o_O

Have you ever ;
83. Lost glasses/ contacts : I broke but didn't lost HAHA . My glasses -.-
84. Ran away from home : Nope lol .
85. Hold a gun or knife for self defense : Toygun, kitchen knife o_O
86 . Killed somebody : Killed somebody, ONLINE lol .
87 . Broken someone's heart : I think I did ? -.-
88 . Been arrested : Nope . I'm not so evil ):
89. Cried when someone died : Yep @_@

Do you believe in ;
90 . Yourself : Uh, trust instead of believe can ?
91. Miracles : Depends .
92 . Love at first sight : Perhaps .
93 . Heaven : Maybe .
94 . Santa Claus : Someone said he recieved a present from SC. Unless he lied .
95 . Sex on the first date : Uh no way -.- .
96 . Kiss on the first date : Perhaps, depends ?
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now : Yea, I seriously do .__.
98 . Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Nah, absolutely not .
100 . This is the 100th & last question : Uh, I don't think . I guess there will be more upcoming quizzes? HAH !

Tag 10 people Aye .
Who want do jiu do bah . Emelly haven't do my first quiz also ~_~ .
Uh .....
1. HaiMei beh . Haha .
2. I wanna sabo MehMeh please >.> !
3. Shermaine Szb HAHA . First time ? .__.
4. Chiu
5. Chiu
6. Chiu
7. Chiu
8. Chiu
9. Chiu
10. Auntie

2009-05-20T20:12:00.003+08:00

Omg omg , Pheonix's lover is a guy which seriously looks like a girl .
I don't know but when it ask you to pick your favourite boy, Eiji has been chosen .
Like OMG ?! Pheonix's a GAY ! .
Oh, he's not a gay . It's just that Pheonix doesn't know Eiji's a guy T_T !
Anyway, just realised that she has put up a question .
If you say.. : That's not a boy! It looks like a girl .
She shall reply : I say its a boy. It has a penis. No amount of you stating otherwise will make it so.
Alright, this shall argue back to anyone who dares say that Pheonix's a girl again ! TeeHeeHee.
{ Anyway, the main point is . Eiji is a guy who dresses like a girl .
Pheonix doesn't know the truth and they both fell in love .
So Pheonix is in love with a Gay ?! Oh man ! }
HAHA . Damn, can't get into Ryan's Private server .
Either is something is real wrong with my computer .
Or the connection really sucks since we're using Hamachi .
Oh well, hope this problem can be fixed sooner or later .
Sigh, anyway, I guess I did badly for my quizzes today .
Both Mass & Energy Balance and Organic Chemistry 1 .
Like what I told my friends yesterday ,
I shall regret not studying well for my quizzes -__-
And yep, I did regret not studying well .
Since it's already over, I can only study harder for my term tests then .
Good luck to me again .
I'm so lazy and I'm a procrastinator lah -_____-" !
Bye .

Tag replies are on the tagboard . Find them Tyvm . ♥

2009-05-19T11:23:00.012+08:00

Right now, face to face, all my fears, pushed aside.
And right now, I'm ready to spend the rest of my life, with you . ♥

' Tag replies are all replied in my Tagboard . '
Almost for everytime ever since Last week .
Be sure to read them Mwahahahahaz .
Waiting for Gladys to tell me whether she wanna go out not ): .
Sigh, my hong kong food ..
Nvm, I'll just treat it as I have already paid but have not eaten it ._.

{ Edit-ed desuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ! }
Part 1 :

Hoorah ! My first 0 miss in MovMov ! Although I double chance-ed haha .
And that 1 bad screwed my ScreenShot O.O .
But I'm still very happy with it ! Yay :D .

Part 2 :

The number of 'Internet Cafe'-ers is not the main point .
Don't care them luh :D HAHA .
My highest combo and highest score is the main point !
Yes, finally I get get a combo behind .
My 2nd wave is still very the Cannot Make It .
Alright, practice and practice ! All the best to me :D .

Part 3 :

This is Pheonix Sophronia .
He is not a Woman/Female/Girl .
He's a Guy/Male/Man ): .
He's my Favourite doll in for now ;D .
All thanks to the photographer's good camera and shots ! .
& She's here !

Part 4 :

Alright , I seriously miss my Guzheng JUNIORS .
Mostly all the Sec4s now .
Argh, why did I go SCH instead of Republic Poly ?
If only I'm there, I think I will be seriously happy .
Not cause they get to clinch a gold , but to see them again .
From the picture I see, I found some unfamilliar faces .
I think it's due to the heavy make up haha .
& as usual, they had hair decorations, we had purple butterflies past 2 years -_-
It was some buns this year .
Oh my god, I seriously wanna visit them or see them again ): !

Part 5 :

I ♥ AhMa's Gang ; NMCKE ! {: .
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I ♥ AhMa's Gang ; NMCKE ! {: .
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I ♥ AhMa's Gang ; NMCKE ! {: .
I ♥ AhMa's Gang ; NMCKE ! {: .

2009-05-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

FUCKTARD .
NEHNEHPOK !
Don't know what the hell am I doing while cleaning my apparatus -_-
One plate of hong kong food just flew .
Like, fuck it man, fuck it .

Fuck that measuring cylinder .
Fuck that measuring cylinder .
Fuck that measuring cylinder .
Fuck that measuring cylinder .
Fuck that measuring cylinder .
Fuck that measuring cylinder .
Fuck that measuring cylinder .
Fuck that measuring cylinder .

Cry lahs , sigh ..
I could only laugh in front of everyone and not feeling down .
' If only ' started to fill my head . Who doesn't .
Had Engineering Maths tutorial and went home .
Met Audrey on Bus . Am quite envy that she can get into Psychology .
The course that I wanted to get in while I'm in Sec 3 .
Told by my brother that this course only give you one kind of job ?
& you have to get a degree to be a psychologist .
If not, you can only be a Assistant .
Didn't have much motivation to get a L1R4 of 9 points .
Seriously, I envy them a lot . MeiWah got in too .
Sigh, Psychology . I wonder what will it be like if I'm in there ..
Anyway, I don't why I seem to hate you .
Not you, but you's' . I seem to always go against you's' .
I guess that my kind of thinking isn't the way you's' thinks .
Please don't ask who are they, I'm sure people will ask .
I will only ignore your question .
Seriously upset cause of this . But I guess that it can't be help .
Just carry on with everything that had happened .
I guess so , I guess so...

Be in the grip of death, Jesus . Mercy killing , Last moment .

2009-05-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

I WANTED TO POST ABOUT MY AUDITION BEAT UP SCORE .
And I didn't managed to screenshot it ! ARGHZXC !
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Sigh .. Alright nvm D: .
It shall be a siao post HAHA .
Anyway , I said I will change to my brother's old phone .
I'm using it now , & I kinda like it . Or should I say .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
I LOVE MY HANDPHONE .
Haha, I'm seriously crazy now .
TeeHeeHee !
Uhhh, yeah I got to go now -.-"
I think I got a lot of things to post .
But I think I forget already, after I went into AuditionSEA HAHA .
AND AND & & & & & !
I'm back to my Pheonix Sephronia frenzy HAHA .
Omg, to me I think he's like so good looking -.-
Although it's a non-living thing, I feel that it's like it attracted me o_o
HAHA, I seriously am going crazy over that guy -__-" !
Okay okay, I got to stop already .
GOOOOOODBYE LAH . Mother nagging already ): .

He's everything to me .
And you know we're meant to be .
He's my baby . Don't mess with my love .
Take everything I own .
Just leave that boy alone .
He's my baby . Don't mess with my love .
Ldchps ldchps ldchps !

2009-05-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

It shall be a short post for today .
Went out to Bugis to buy Winter wear .
Yeah, it's only the jacket but not those ear muffs and etc .
Went to OG to buy mine, and father got his too there .
While my mum and aunt didn't buy theirs today .
Couldn't get a suitable one, since they say my jacket is heavy .
But I don't think so when you wear it haha .
But the colour is my fave man :x .
Light brown and dark brown colour :D ! .
Yep, both sides can be wore haha .
And then went to search for more at BHG , but we only bought a luggage .
Went to the Bugis shopping mall to eat .
Had my Korean BBQ Chicken as usual .
& Then went to buy my shoe .
Okay, it does come as a pair .
I didn't know they are of different sizes .
So I tried one and tried to fit my foot into in .
Lil did I realise, I broke my nail -_-
Lucky it didn't bleed or peel my skin .
But I feel damn without with no nail .
Bought them at 40bucks, got shocked, especially my mum lol .
Went home by bus .
While I'm at the bus stop, there's this guy who looked at me like he wanna hoot me -.-
Then I suddenly thought of my mum telling me .
Don't look at people, my face's fierce & I like to diao people .
Like oh my god, don't hoot me LOL . I looked away and so did he .
Argh, that kind of look is quite scary -__-
Especially when I'm not smiling, I really look fierce .
Lucky he not buay song with my face, if not he come hoot me LOL !
Ok ok, the bus arrived and we took it .
Reached home and watched the Boys over Flowers .
I think I love the storyline a lot uh . Haha .
Came and blog and the end of the day .
Gonna watch Guess guess guess later . Hooray .
& Hooray, I haven't do my homework .
I must complete it tomorrow lah ! @#%@#$%@#$ .
Okay okay, I got 2 msges, wonder who is it from .
Alright, gooooooooooooodbye !

Ldchps, ldchps, ldchps, ldchps, ldchps !!!

2009-05-15T22:24:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone !
It's finally a Friday, and weekends are here !
Time to do my Week4's homework too .
I shall complete it seriously .
I don't want anymore procrastination .
Since there's 3 tests on Week5, I would need the time to study .
I shall be hardworking . Yea, I should be haha .
Anyway & Anyway ! I've got a spare phone to replace my w910i !
Yeah, my brother took it from his friend .
So I used it with the help of the charger from QianHui :x .
But I think that spare phone will be used my mother .
Since I gonna use my brother's old phone ..
Yeah, he changed his phone . & I will be changing my phone on December o.o
Hmm then ..
I hope to go out on this coming tuesday with gladys .
I wanna eat my hongkong food again .
Anyone who wanna tag along and have your dinner with us , feel free to .
If I'm only going out with her, I'll quite boring right HAHA .
Yeah in the sense that I always don't talk much luh -_- .
Anyway, I feel so addicted to Restaurant City now Haha .
& I'm started to play Beat Up more often already .
Seriously miss spamming and hitting the keys man !
Well, I guess this is all ?
Goooooooodbye :D !

2009-05-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

Tagged by pretty Calista oatty . :D

1. Who was your last text from?
HaiMei ~

2. Where was your profile picture taken?
I made it myself o.o . Msn display picture right ? :x .

3. Your relationship status?
Attached ! With Winnie Pooh HAHA .

4. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes, I think ): .

5. What is your current mood?
Feeling bored .

6. How many siblings do you have?
1 big brother !

7. What's your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
KwangHong ! Opposite of my initals ! Kh ! :x

8. Where do you wish you were right now?
Outside with friends ): .

9. Have a crazy side?
Like duh ! I aways Zi high !

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Can suicide be considered? LOL . :x

11. Something you do a lot?
Sleep, Eat, Bathe HAHA . AND BREATHE !

12. Angry at anyone?
Yes absolutely . That guy who took my wa12 wwg .

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
He's not a living thing D: . Tsukiyomi Ikuto and Pheonix Sephronia D: .

14. When was the last time you cried?
Around 8 April ~ .

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes, I owe alot of favors for that person ):

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
The last thing I did for that night .

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mum, yesterday . She wants me to buy newspaper .

18. What is your favorite song?
Currently it's Lily Allen's Fuck you :D .

19. What are you doing right now?
Blogging, Chatting on msn and Playing Restaurant City .

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself, always ;D .

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Samuel and Kevin HAHA . So long ago already .

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Yes, winnie pooh HAHA .

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
SiTing, SiYun & QianHui . MAKE IT FRIENDS . I don't wanna be bias :x

24. Describe your life in one word?
Boring for now . HAHA .

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Uhh.. I don't know . I only am thinking about how to answer this questions -_-

26. What should you be doing right now?
Staring into my Restaurant at Restaurant City !

27. What are you listening to?
Restaurant City's background music HAH .

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Oh my god HAHA . Forget le .

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Seriously, I don't know . Parents maybe .

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Uh, maybe . I go crazy and screaming in front of them (The computer screen) HAHA .

30. What is your natural hair color?
Black and I've got some white hair T_T .

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Uhh. Emelly Jie beh ?

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Parents or Chuppy >_> .

34. What do you hear?
Sizzling of the oil from the kitchen . My brother foot steps . Restaurant City's background music .

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Both ? HAHA .

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Do I look yummy =.= ?

37. Do you have a best friend?
Had before ? Haha .

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Winnie Pooh ? HAHA . I'm just being lame . Alright, no :D .

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Who doesn't ): ? I of course use them . Like this ! :D .

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Uh no . Unless my parents changes my clothes when I'm real small in a vehicle ? HAHA .

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Not really >_> .

42. Are you currently jealous?
I think so . Jealous of people who are slim :x .

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Are ear studs counted ?

44 What were you doing on friday night?
At Tampines One with family members .

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Like duh ): . My god brother cheated on me .

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I think I did o_O ..

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Not really . Or maybe my god brother ? Who scammed my wa12 wwg .

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
MY KNEE WOUNDS . It is seriously can be avoidable, seeing the doctor. Consultation fees which cost 20bucks for like 5minutes only .

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
Played computer till 12am Hah hah .

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
I date people but I never 'dated' before . Winnie pooh's still mine, & it's longer than a year :D .

10 peeps to do this quiz .
Emelly JIE !
HaiMei
8 other random people below my house . LOL .

2009-05-11T17:58:00.000+08:00

Have been tagged by Jie .
Lazy post ah, this thingy shall be my post for the day (: !

1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
I think its yesterday -_- !

2. What did you dream last night?
Don't remember o.o .

3. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
My phone didn't ring for a long time . Since I always put it in silent mode HAH.

4. Give a little whistle (whee hoo...)
Blow whistle can . Give cannot HAHA ! Correct what, blow that small toy and it goes whistling HAHA.

5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Doing my homework at night . Procrastination's my type ~

6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
I'm selfish & never thinks of other people's feelings ):

7. Do you like anyone?
Like duh, Tsukiyomi Ikuto !? Although I love him too HAHA.

8. Do you know anyone who is married?
Who will say no to this ? Absolutely no one . Including me .

9. What's your favourite number?
2 & 19 ? Haha .

10. Who was the last person to make you cry?
Parents ? Or Chuppy LOL !

11. Are you outgoing?
NOOOOO. Unless with mybeloved friends HAHA .

12. When was the last time you cried?
If I'm not wrong . Its 8 April :D .

13. What is one thing you miss about your past?
My secondary school friends ): .

14. What is one thing you've learned about life?
Life sucks totally MWAHAHAHAH :D .

15. Are you jealous of anyone?
Of course . Those people that are better than me ): .

16. Is anyone jealous of you?
Hmm, ask around ? LOL .

17. Have you ever used a friend?
Used eh .. I don't know lea .

18. Do you think anyone likes you?
I hope Winnie Pooh likes me :x ! HAHA Just kidding .

19. Who was the last person you drove with?
I don't have family members that drive . Unless you say taxi driver can be included .

20. What are you looking forward to?
Perhaps 24 May ? LOL ! Oops :x .

21. How are you today?
Daydreaming and tired as usual .

22. What's your worst experience?
Oh my god . Feel damn dizzy at night .

23. Are you currently single?
Uh no, I'm married to my Winnie Pooh at home !

24. How many things in your past do you regret?
Absolutely . But .. I told myself that I won't regret ever since that day :/.

25. Do you have a best friend?
Hmm best friend . I think I don't ? Most probably good friends ? Lol .

26. Have you ever kissed two people in one day?
I only kissed my Winnie pooh HAHA . & that's only one !

27. Have you ever been in the emergency room?
Emergency eh . What about when I'm given birth to ? HAHA .

28. What was the last movie you watched?
Confessions of a Shopaholic ! With gladys and her friend !

29. If you could change anything about your past. what would you change?
I would change my character seriously . & I would make appetite smaller !

30. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
Yes, of course . My thoughts are quite violent :} .

31. Do you like your life?
What can I do . I have to like/love my life right ?

32. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
8 April ! :D

33. What kind of music do you like?
All the songs I have in my Mp3 HAHA .

34. Ever have an encounter with the police?
Nope not really . I only seen them before .

35. Do you have more friends that are girls of guys?
I'm so lazy too count . Too many friends ! HAHA, bhb .

36. How long have you had myspace?
I don't know . I made one account to watch anime only -_-

37. Have you ever fallen asleep with the opposite sex?
Beside my father when I'm small I guess .

38. What's one thing you wish you could be better about?
My character, my attitude & my appetite !

39. Have you ever had feelings for someone who lived in another state?
I think so, Virtual relationship -_- ? Roflmao .

40. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
Dying ? But not when you wanted to suicide . HAHAHAHA .

41. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes, of course . I'm a emo emo person LOL .

42. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Nah not really . It only takes time . Unless it's him, that one who cheated my wwg . I will never forget him seriously .

43. Do you play any instruments?
Recorder ! HAHA . I wish I could play drums .

44. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
YES, WINNIE POOH . And Ikuto shall be the next one HAHA .

45. Do you like to sing?
Maybe, but confirm go out of tune somehow !

46. What is the one thing you hope to accomplish in your life?
Make that wish come true . Can I add more ? I WANNA SLIM DOWN !

47. Are looks important?
Yes I guess . Cause I'm ugly and fat ): ! Nobody loves me T_T LOL . Don't whack me please ! :x

48. What are you listening to?
Listening to Restaurant City background music HAHA .

49. What does the 8th text you sent on your mobile say?
' Anything I guess o.o 11am ahs? Lol. ' to HaiMei ! Deciding what time to reach school .

50. Do you believe in love?
Of course . That's how you choose someone to take care of you, in your life time !

Tag 5 people to do the quiz .
Hmm lets see ..
Anyway people, I will send you the draft by Msn ! Please tell me when you need it .
Calista !
Zuqi !
Baoyi !
Lao Auntie .
Lao AhMa LOL !
Alright done :D !.

2009-05-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

Hello, it's been long ever I posted eh .
Firstly, hi HaiMei, I wonder if you will read this .
Hmm, it's not like really hating poly life .
But to me, I feel that it is so boring .
Lecture, tutorial, lecture, tutorial .
Doing stuffs when I thought there won't be, especially that CSAS subject which make me feel like it's totally a English subject .
Argh, anyway, getting used to it doesn't mean you will like poly life right ._. ..
It's just this feeling, I don't like poly life .
Every single day, I will always tell you one word, Sian .
Secondly, there's this something that keeps bothering me ): .
I seriously don't know how to solve it .
Every single step, to solve this problem, all lies in me .
The other party is just being affected, all because of me .
I don't wanna think much about this .
But I will just continue-ing to hurt the other party ..
How, how am I going to make my first step .
What's stopping me ..
I thought I am already numb .
But why things go differently then what I've thought ..
I thought everything will be over .
I wouldn't have to think about it anymore ..
Sigh, when will this end ..
Thirdly, I have finished watching Persona Trinity Soul .
Alright, it's a quite good anime .
But I don't really get the ending though .
It seriously confuse me a lot .
But I guess I shall watch the ending again and again to understand, HAH !
& I'm still counting completed animes I've watched :D .
Fourthly, Naruto episodes are out !
So is Shugo Chara ! Doki I guess .
Didn't went to check.
But Oh my god ! Shugo Chara ! Doki surely gonna end soon .
I hope there are more seasons of it ): .
If not I can only watch Naruto, one episode each week .
Lastly ! I haven't touch my homework yet at all :x .
I gotta complete it soon !
Like tomorrow I guess, but I got to go out at 2pm .
After that, we have Mother Day's celebration .
With brother and mum :D !
At parkway parade, we gonna eat over there :3 .
How I wish we chose Hong Kong restaurant haha .
Sigh, perhaps tonight ? I hope so .
& I should, if not I wouldn't have time .
Yeah, I gonna procrastinate as usual D: .
Okay, got to go now . Out, to visit and eat .
Gooooodbye (: .

Yes, I Ldchps .
But there's something preventing me to .
Who's there to help me .

2009-05-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

{ You can skip this whole junk this till you read
Finally some tag replies . }
Shall I do Tag replies ?
Since I seriously got nothing to do .
No friends to stalk I guess ? .
AxedMS been down-ed repeatedly when I try to rebirth PaperBag .
Oh man, I'm seriously rotting at home .
I think tomorrow shall be a better day .
Since I have a lot of homework to do tomorrow .
Hooray, I need to cure boredom .
I am having the urge to buy cash and use it again .
Both in MapleSEA and AuditionSEA .
Someone tell me that it's not worth it .
I'm really want to control .
I think I can stop myself from buying cash haha .
I guess it's only the urge, the temptation .
But I won't really go down and buy cash right :x .
Oh well, the urge to find a couple is back again .
I'm unactive ! I should not make more victims !
Yeah, I'm unactive . Don't be addicted to AuditionSEA again !
You're studying ! Concentrate on your studies !
AuditionSEA is just a crap game wasting your time !
{ It's my own OPINION . Okay ? :x }
Alright, enough rantings . Finally some tag replies .
Hopefully my friends will find their names here .. o_o

Sarah ; You rock ! & I'm pebble :D ! & yeah, so high o.o" . It makes that word sound less vulgar mah f3 .
Zuqi ; Thanks ^^ . Love you, Love you very very much !
Weiting ; Hellos jie ! Tag me more hor ! D: & Then I will give you my daily tag :D ! 'Love you, Love you very very much ! {: '
Siting ; Omg, did you just typed vulgar at my tagboard ?! Oh my . Don't F**k me ! :x . Visit my blog more hor ! :D
Calista ; Heh, & I Love you, Love you very very much too ! :x
Haimei ; No need say Sorry or Paiseh or Dui bu qi lah . ^^v

2009-05-02T11:16:00.000+08:00

Hooray ! It's May :D !
Omg, I'm so happy that finally it's May ?!
Cause it's the arrival of my figurines !
Well, unless one of the figurine was late .
The other shall delay for a maximum of one month before it comes ): .
Hmmm, I hope all three arrives before June starts .
Since I maybe going overseas during my two week holidays haha .
Waiting for 12pm to come before I leave my house .
Weee ! So early in the morning . Nothing much to post about bah .
Post Fuck You by Lily Allen lyrics ? LOL

Fuck You by Lily Allen

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind, then look a bit harder.
Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired, of all the hatred you harbour.
So you say it's not OK to be gay, well I think you're just evil.
You're just some racist, who can't tie my laces.
Your point of view is medieval.

Fuck you, Fuck you very very much.
Cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew.
So please don't stay in touch.
Fuck you, Fuck you very very much.
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late.
So please don't stay in touch.

Do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?.\
You want to be like your father, it's approval you're after.
Well that's not how you find it.
Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be.
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful.

Fuck you, Fuck you very very much.
Cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew.
So please don't stay in touch.
Fuck you. Fuck you very very much.
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late.
So please don't stay in touch.

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.
You say, you think we need to go to war well you're already in one.
Cause it's people like you that need to get slew.
No one wants your opinion.

Fuck you, Fuck you very very much.
Cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew.
So please don't stay in touch.
Fuck you, Fuck you very very much.
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late.
So please don't stay in touch.

Lyrics taken from here .

2009-05-01T19:12:00.000+08:00

Wow, Jienyue ! Your english so powderful :x .
' A Fiend Ineed Is a Friend Ideed. '
Is it just purely typo errors or what .
Okay, I shouldn't laugh at people's poor english .
Cause my english also wasn't that good :x .
Haha, hope he realise by himself or someone tell him eh .
Or maybe I should tell him :x . HAH .
-Talked to him and visited his blog. -
Okay, he's away, he didn't reply me o_o
Oh well, let's just tell him later :x .

Arghhh I'm so hungry lah !
Mum still watching Tv ..
Unless she thinks I don't wanna eat or what ._."
Sobs, my dinner ah ! T___T
& Anyway, I haven't do my homework yet o_o
As cause I'm going out tomorrow with QianHui .
So long never go out with her already hah .
Hmmm not really, yesterday went out with her and her parents with my Mum O: .
She went to turn the gachapon .
& I keep laughing cause it's like .
So childish uh, the shop owner keep looking at us LOL .
Finally after 6bucks, she gotten something she at least will like .
Cause the other 5 are like kiddy handphone pouches and kiddy bracelet LOL .
Yeah, then moved from place to place sitting behind of the lorry .
So windy :x . But my hair will get damn dirty =_= .
Reached home quite late, didn't wanna use the computer either .
Damn tired ahzxc ! Heh, bathe and slept :D .
Woke up and ate Dry MeeSiam cooked by my Mum !
Very nice wor, bet you never try dry meesiam before ! Haha .
Played MapleStory private server and rebirthed for another 4 times .
I gonna one hit KO headless horseman soon ! So happy :D .
Encounter-ed this damn girl uh =_=
If she is hefemale then I got nothing to say .
Okay lah, maybe private server doesn't have this rule .
She can like one hit KO the horseman .
But sometimes I hit earlier so I have exp .
But she make me very pissed lah .
Rebirthed more than me and wanna ks me ah ): .
Then finally she left my room, and I'm very happy HAHA .
Made a few friends .. & they kept ask me to train them ~_~ .
But they always double click my name and invite me to the messenger .
So irritating, why can't they like just whisper ?
Perhaps they aren't MapleSEA-ians ah o: !
Came out and blogged O: !
Cause gotta go down makan, so I stopped killing my darling horsemen :D .
Oh what the hell, ask me go down buy dinner =_=
Fcuk sia D: I HATE DIE HER D: .
Sobs, byebye T___T .
&Anyway, he edit-ed his pm HAHA . I'm so good o.o
HI AHKU ! Can see you this ? :X !

lovedieyou, lovedieyou :} .
That icecream cake .

2009-04-29T17:21:00.000+08:00

I'm almost done with my 'ideal' blog layout :D !
I guess I'm back with the wordy wordy layout .
Doesn't use to say so much about myself .
I remember that I only type my name .
& Then added, why would you want to know so much about me .
HAHA ! Cause well, only strangers won't know me .
I guess I seriously got nothing to do .
So I added so much words in my profile .
I think I will remove everything except my name soon .
Like a few weeks times when I change skins .
Probably will remove when there is no navigations haha :D .
Alright, back to my school life .
Hmm, went school earlier by 1hour for Mass & Energy Balance (MEB) Lecture make up lessons .
Nearly reached school late .
Waited for 15minutes for this damn bus to come .
Supposed to meet 7.40am with my friends .
And I arrived at 7.55am ? Like what the hell .
What took this bus so long to reach my bus-stop .
I waited since 7.25am lah .
Whatever, nevermind .
Lecture started and didn't feel like listening .
Cause I feel like sleeping, it's hard to pay attention like this -_- .
MEB ended and carried on with Engineering Mathematics . (EM)
Finished the lesson in like 30minutes .
Slacked and waited for the other half of our class .
Headed to another Lecture hall for our mini Lab test .
Finished the test and the Lecturer went through the answer .
Was released 10minutes earlier .
Had our lunch together .
I ate yong tau foo again, like yesterday .
My friends finished and I'm still down there trying to eat faster .
Cause there is this bunch of guys 'aiming' for our table .
If HaiMei doesn't know one of them, I think I will still eat at my pace HAHA .
Cause the guy came and ask her when her break ends .
Then HaiMei ask whether are they waiting for our table.
So like that, we gave up our 'precious' seats ): .
Oh nevermind, so I tried my best to eat faster .
& left the foodcourt ; Itas ! .
Had our Organic Chemistry (OC) lecture .
Could pay attention but it was a link up lecture .
But I wanna sleep so badly.
Cause the lecturer talk like so, urgh ! Zombie LOL :x .
Finally after that boring Lecture, we had our OC Tutorial .
Same kind of atmosphere .
Yeah, make me want to sleep again .
Cause this teacher kinda go quite slow .
& it wasn't that fun like our tutorials for EM haha .
Left TP and headed home .
Finally I get to sit down in the bus while heading home !
Haha, reached home and used the computer .
Like duh, firstly what I'll do is edit my blogskin !
Then, I started posting :D .
Alright, for now .. I hope Szb faster reply me in Msn .
I feel like talking to her o_O HAHA .
Okay, ciao ! Gooooodbye (: !

Ldchps . It started ever since I know you .
I wanna do but I'm afraid .
I hope it will come some day .

2009-04-28T22:41:00.001+08:00

Like oh my god .
I hate doing stuffs especially my blogskin, half way through .
So I did till 10.45pm and I haven't completed everything .
I have a test tomorrow . & I only read through the online notes .
Alright, I think it's common sense .
I do not need to study Lab safety rules right ?
Unless it asks me what this sign means .
& then I have to write everything .
I think this will be my first impression on the teacher .
I didn't bother to study .
Well, I don't even feel like studying such things .
I wonder what will happen if I like sort of failed it .
I took the wrong stepping stone .
I shall pull all my overall marks for the subject down .
Who cares ! I'm a lazy girl, you know . Haha .
Okay okay, I think I need to go pack my bag and sleep now .
Have to wake up around 6am plus tomorrow .
Ahhhh, and coming back home at 6pm plus ?
Alright, there are two hours break in the middle though .
Seriously I need to say goodbye .
Cyaaaa ! .

{Short/Fast Tag replies}
To Calista : Hooray, you are my 1 day boyf . Lols !
To Zuqi : Yeah, you can use me instead of drinking me now :D !
To MehMeh : Wah, 'click click de blog' neh ! :x .

I don't know if this can be considered a new start .
But I hope I will treasure everything since that day .
I hope I will not make myself regret again .
Unless, I gonna cry again with no reason .

2009-04-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

She makes people call her bitch .
All those words she said or typed .
Seriously, those strangers will hate her .
Of course for those friends, who loves her .
Won't be like so childish like us, as described by her .
If one doesn't talk like the way she does .
I confirm that nobody will hate you without any particular reason .
As for me, I do not know her .
But I don't know why, she makes me hate her .
& Seriously, it's not fcuking worth it .
I should stop scolding people, especially strangers .
I will be wasting my time and energy .
Thinking about words to scold a bitch or a bastard .
Yes, and this shall be reminder for me .
It's not fcuking worth to waste such precious time of yours to scold someone you hate .
It totally makes a lot of sense .
But maybe if you want to vent anger, it's a good choice .
BUT ! Don't scold someone to yourself, it doesn't help .

Anyway, went to school around 11.30am .
Went to the Organic Chemistry Lab and realised that there is no lab session this week .
Okay, we have to like wait until 3pm till our next lesson .
So we were ranting while on our way to the library haha .
Ended our Engineering Maths. at around 5pm and went home .
I gonna make opinions of someone again .
Well.. I think I shouldn't .
I should just share it among my friends while chatting .
So, goodbye (: !

A fact a day, helps you understand me better .
I will 'zi high' in front of the computer, 99% .
Whereas when I'm in front of you, its of a 50% .
Don't be afraid that I will eat you ): .

2009-04-26T10:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, for this post, I think it's all about Audition .
HAHA, cause I am so damn happy about my own record xD.

Alright, for this. It was my previous record .
This was made like two days ago . I guess . On friday .
I had 4cools only, and I think that was my highest perfect .
Yeah I was quite happy about it.
Then the next day ..
I broke it ! OMG , it's like only 1 cool and 5more perfects to 900 !
Okay I tell you, I was really damn happy and I was spamming my friend LOL.
But, the 4miss ruined everything .
It ruin my 1cool and 895perfects screenshot ): .
Sigh, why did I miss ?! I still remember .
I missed the 4 keys straight at number 3 lol .
I think I am daydreaming D: !
Like omg ! 1 COOL .
Okay, I shall stop here and find things to do .
Since I left only CSAS homework for the week .
I don't think I will do today o_o
I finish the rest yesterday ! So hardworking right :D !
Hahas, alright byes !
Hope that later I will go out and eat my Hong Kong food ): .

2009-04-21T19:42:00.001+08:00

Hello, School days are indeed really very boring .
Can't do any interesting things except using the computer .
Or perhaps only watching television .
Since my father is gonna like .
' Only use the computer during Weekends . '
But seriously I got nothing to do =.=
& School haven't even start for me .
Tomorrow is then my start of lessons .
Perhaps if he said tomorrow I can't use computer .
Makes more sense ? But I will die .
Cause, I don't like studying .
Polytechnic studies is like , Bo bian , you know ?
Sigh, it's me, I'm speaking the truth =.=
Anyway, finally hit Lv200 in AxedMS .
Rebirth-ed and the server crashed .
For sure, everything rolled back to a lvl 195 PaperBag ): .
Oh well, shall train again together with AhNeh .
& Jie told me she will play maple again .
During weekends, since she's a bit like me, haha .
No internet on Weekdays .
& Anyway, time for me to change my life already .
It's really very scary sitting in front of the computer for almost 12hours .
Haha, I think I shall watch tv for 3hours and look a bit of newspapers .
Then off I sleep at 10pm (: .
I hope I will be hardworking for this 3years :/. ?
Hope so hope so, haha .
Anyway, I hope everyone in Ahma's gang will strive hard !
AhNeh ; Good luck for your 1st secondary year ! :D .
Jie ; Don't slack uh ! Play hard and also Study hard !
Vegehz ; Don't worry . I'm sure you will do good ^^ . JIAYOUS !
AhMehzxc ; GO, MEH GO ! LOL . All the best to you too (: .

Yes, I seriously love all of you .
My Best kind of friends in my life (: .

Each fact a day , helps you to understand me better .
- Although I don't know how to express well in words .
Although you might not know what I mean .
Most importantly , I know that .
You all are my best friends (: .

2009-04-20T23:57:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAH HELLOZXC .
Uh today ah, field trip loh, to Marina Barrage .
I very lazy post about today lah, maybe tomorrow morning or what .
Sob sobs, BYE LAH .
Tired siol hehe .

AHMA'S GANG IS THE SMEX !
I seriously wanna go out together some day .
Everyone and every single member :D !
Love all of you loads lah (: .

2009-04-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

I shall categorise everything !
Since I am going to sleep soon, & I really want to off soon !
Alright ..

1. My wound is seriously getting better .
It's not like wet anymore after a few minutes .
Thick skin is starting to form .
And it's like don't know I have a sharp feeling sometimes on my wound .
This confirm results to peeling that skin =.=
Okay I should not do this .
It isn't good my knees either . Hah .

2. Audition is like crazy today .
Some managed to get in but DC-ed .
Oh well, what is this Server Maintanence maintaining haha .
So played AxedMS with AhNeh .
Reached 19x today . Couldn't hit 200 .
The spawn is very damn slow man . ARGH !
Asked AhNeh to help me HAHA , okay I need to go real fast lah !

-Skipped here and went AxedMS HAHA-

3. There was this random auntie on the bus .
Her randomness is good lah, she's kind .
We took this bus back to Toa Payoh, with Mehzxc .
Then this auntie talked a lot about my wound .
Told me to use something and apply on the wound .
Couldn't hear clearly bahs .
Then Mehzxc said use Orange or Lemon or something lol .
Haha, random auntie .
She's like so loud, everyone on the bus could even hear >< .

Alright, I think that's all .
If I could remember more, I'll post tomorrow .
& ! About my last day at Camp .
It's very boring okay .
You are like keep sitting or standing and cheering for your group .
Yeah, that's all what happened .
LAST BUT NOT LEAST, MET WITH XIAOHUI :D .
Although only for like less than a minute HAHA .
Alright, got to go already, BYE .

2009-04-16T14:45:00.001+08:00

HI PEOPLE ! I think this gonna be a very long post .
So I'll try to paragraph it and make it shorter !
You can don't want to read lah, it's really up to you .
Cause I think it is very boring reading this long post .
Alright we started off again in our LT, singing & cheering .
Then each classes in our course which in Chem Engineering (ChE) were split into three groups .
While the first group left, to meet with our respective careperson .
The rest in the LT continued practicing our Course and ASc school cheer .
Cheered and cheered, it's finally the second group's turn, which was mine o_o .
Waited outside the classrooms for our turn .
So they asked about whether your first choice is ChE .
Who supports you, and are you close to your siblings .
My turn ended and the girls when to change to the ChE shirt.
Headed back to LT and continued the singing & cheering .
Finally, we can have our dinner soon .
Hmm, tonight's dinner was way better than yesterday's lunch .
But .. I think the chicken meat and the fish is too salty .
Bobian loh, I am way too hungry I finished everything .
This time, including the cabbage too !
After eating, they planned Mass Dance for us .
Well actually, I didn't have a partner when they group us .
So they searched and yeah, a guy classmate .
Danced and danced, & I'm sweating like a mad woman .
After all the dancing, off to have our overnight activities !
We have to stare at a box with picture/word and guess the place.
Head to the place and plays the game !

Silver Nitrate - 1st Game : GOOD ! :x
Okay so we have a pail of water and a 1.5 litre water bottle .
We have to like transfer the water there with cups that got holes .
& We have to interlock our arms in pairs and bring the cups to the water bottle with our mouths .
So, I partner-ed twice and went three times .
My last go almost like, didn't spill anything out at all .
Haha, it was really very fun and we won :D .
Then headed to Sports Complex .

Don't know what this game name is - Below Average :/. At least it's not bad ~ :x
There were three groups (ASc courses) and there are four rounds .
Our class played the third round .
Our group (ChE) lost the first two already .
So we started off by tying water bombs as much as we could.
And then, on the field, there are three semi circles .
Each for a group in ASc .
Six people are to be in it . One 'Flag' holder and five defenders .
The 'Flag' is shaped like a lollipop .
The game started and I headed to another team's lollipop to aim.
Yeah, we have to aim as much as we could on the lollipop .
Cause is wrapped with newspaper .
I managed to throw one bomb since at a time we can only have two.
So then, this outside defender came and squeezed my water bomb .
Yeah, they have violated the rule .
Of course I was somehow angry, and I threw the plastic bag at her lol .
Then our group (ChE) don't have any bombs anymore .
So all have to defend our lollipop .
The other groups came and about my side .
I feel that, this fcuking girl, I don't know whether she knows about her own team's doing .
Okay, so she came with two, like me, managed to throw one only .
Then I squeeze the bomb too .
She was like down there shouting, No contact, no contact !
And when it burst ! She said ; Wah lao .
Turned 90degrees and scolded the word : Fuck .
It's like Yeah, maybe you are angry too .
But sorry, your team do it to it first .
Your team taught me to violate the rules .
Anyway, she's being called as a fcuking girl since she seems to like to say Fuck .
But at least we won the third round haha .
Then, for the fourth round .
Our group (ChE) sent all the guys to play for this round .
I heard that our bombs also finished first and there were three lines of defense outside the semi-circle .
The guys came back with a very bad look .
Yeah, everyone aimed our group (ChE) again .
I heard also that the girls threw the bombs AT them .
Doesn't look like accidently either .
I know each group played dirty .
Since it's in the dark, but the Head of the game .
I think he's like some sort of bias to other groups .
They told them the results and say he wasn't bias .
This makes sense right ? You are guilty that's why you said it out .
Chat-ed and have our supper .
Headed to our next station .

Scissors, Paper, Stone! : Nice game !
Yeah, so we had to SPS and see who loses .
The loser have an umbrella to block .
Cause the winner can splash water on the person .
At first we have MINI umbrellas to use, but after the first person, we decided not to use .
Our class lose a lot but I managed to win a guy xD .
I won twice and he won once haha .
So that's all and headed to our next station ~

Is it Dimpers? : Back-Aching game .
Well, nothing interesting about this game lah seriously .
So we have to like spilt our class into two groups .
And then stand on bamboo poles and moved together as a team.
But we lost haha, and we ended off saying .
Our group (ChE) could not win at night lol . Since there are no more energy left in us .
So went to our next station .

Some other group (ASc) made Maze? : Tiring for me .
It was carried out as, two classrooms = A maze .
So, at first, we girls decided to go alone, except for a pair .
But since they said girls can go in a pair, so we went .
-I think I'm the only girl in my group leading in the maze . -
Cause each girl pair was leaded by a guy, so yeah ..
It was total pitch dark and you can only use your hands to feel .
There are tunnels, made by the chairs and tables .
Due to my injury, I didn't crawl of course .
So I squat and walked =_= . Yeah I should have mopped the floor .
Found two dead ends in the first room .
Tried to see where should we go when we could stand up, facing the dead end .
So, finally managed to find the door and went to the second room .
Okay, this is damn easy if you find the HOLE .
We walked along the wall, and I didn't realised the thing blocking us, is a hole ?
And we went all the way back and crawled to the door .
Like oh my god, I'm so damn freaking stupid .
So, everyone had gone through, we headed to our next station .

I don't think there's a name in this game. Average beh .
So, again split into two mini groups.
One side have to blow the ping pong ball on the flour out .
While the other have to search for mentos sweet covered with flour, with their mouth .
Yeah, so everything have to be done blind-folded .
There will be guiders, choosen in our group .
So blow the ping pong and dig for the mentos .
We won and went to wash up .
Then headed to our next station .

Blah, there's no name ! I didn't participated HAHA.
So there was a tape, tennis ball and a pail .
We could not touch the floor around it .
There is a boundary, but this guy still went to touch it though .
So we used a rubber band .
Tied to a lot of strings, it was already there for us to use .
Moved everything into the pail since we have to everything out at once .
Yeah, then The end, headed to our own made maze.
I didn't went through it since I was damn tired .
Some went while some talked about ghost stories .
And the time is 5.30am, hurray, we can go home soon .
Went back to our LT at 6am and left at 6.30am .
Took bus at 7am and reached home at 7.20am haha .
Ate and slept, and woke up and here I am HAHA .
Alright, about my knees ..
Everyone that had seen my knees, including our Orientation Leaders (OL) .
Would say either : Omg, your knees damn scary .
Or : Hey, are you okay ?
Then off I started saying that this two injuries are from yesterday .
Haha, then my friend said that Cause I'm too fair, it's too like 'eye-catching' ): .
Okay okay, time to end my post .
And all the best to ASc and Marock tomorrow ! :D

2009-04-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hello, back from my 1st day camp .
Of course is was damn tiring and a bit boring for some games .
Most irritated thing out of the whole camp is .
MY KNEES ! It's like the skin sort of peeled off .
But there was no blood at all .
Sigh, my poor knees .
Although I guess, the camp was quite fun ?
LIKE OH MY GAWD ?! HKEH SAID A CAMP WAS FUN ?!
Oh well, I'm like finally saying camps are fun. HAHA .
Hmm we played a lot indoor games at first before lunch .
Getting to know each other names .
Playing some Double Wacko game .
Carried on to some Tribal Duty Roster .
Participated only in like Singing Nursery song .
& Telling people our birthdays without talking .
Then played Concentration lah .
Like for the HARD name I have, I didn't get to shout anyone's name :x .
Thank God and Thank my parents for giving me such a name HAHA.
Then played some 'Pointing' games ?
One do the pointing to a person .
Then the people beside have to do actions .
Then the person in the middle point to another person again .
Okay ; this is why I find Camp is somehow boring .
Played PolarBear game . A bit like murderer .
I didn't really get it also HAHA .
But halfway through, been called back to have our lunch .
Seriously & Seriously ! THE FOOD ISN'T NICE .
The tasteless chicken . The dry dry rice .
I didn't finish everything, especially the 'KangKong' vege.
Cause it's so hard to have it down, with such dry rice =_= .
After eating, did some ASc school cheering & singing .
The ASc head or something came down and had a talk too .
I think no one was listening attentively, especially me HAHA .
& Finally ! Outdoor games ! :D !
We started off with this Wheelbarrow game .
First thing first, we didn't complete the game .
Since there were like 3 people who are badly injured .
Well, this guy from my class, injured his palm .
Was told that his skin liked peeled off and was bleeding .
Thus, they find that this game is dangerous and stopped .
(Another) Seriously ! The floor is so rough can !
Our palms aren't so thick like cardboard !
Then went to play some Water balls games HAHA .
One is asked to tie the plastic bags, filled with water .
Then we have to use towels to catch & throw with it .
One side of the towel was hold on to by a person .
So the game started with a lot of missing aims .
Slowly, seeing that the team behind us cheated .
As we are told not to leave our spot .
So everyone moved and moved along the line LOL .
& our team sort of like 'Cheated' and won the game HAHA .
Anyway, there was one lucky catch by me and my partner .
Cause the team behind us lost aim and threw it to our lane .
Actually I also didn't know, and the 'water bomb' landed on our towel .
So yeah, one more extra point for us LOL .
Then played this Transfer the sponge game .
Weren't allowed to use hands or palm .
But the sponge did touch my palm LOL .
We can say that we are quite fast .
& We won again LOL . Hurray, we rule uh ? ROFL .
Our pail of water was about to finish but time ended .
Compared and laughed HAHA . Cause there is really a big difference xD .
Then played Scrub the deck ): .
Which made my knees' skin peeled off D: .
But it was quite fun lah, covered my soap and went around .
And I did score a point o_O . THATS ONLY ONE ! D: .
All the other three teams were like aiming our goalpost .
The goalkeeper and defender also didn't managed to block them all lol .
Fyi, there were four bars of mini soap (: .
We were asked not to stand but only on our knees and hands .
We were on some rough floor again .
Covered with those plastic plastic mat ?
You know those like used for covering the stall in pasar malams ?
Since there is water and a slippery feeling .
Everyone slided through the whole game lol .
Thats how I got my two knee bruises ~_~ .
After that , played Thousand legged race .
Didn't won but managed to get second place xD .
Took our valuables and went back home .
Lucky that there aren't a lot of people taking 69 .
Then other buses at that bus stop .
Finally reached home and bathe . I FEEL SO GOOD ! LOL !
Played maple for less than an hour and ate dinner .
And here I am blogging about everything HAHA .
Alright, I really feel like sleeping already .
Perhaps I can wake up early tomorrow to do more things xD !
I think I can post two more about my camp .
One's tomorrow and one's on friday .
Okay goodbye !

Marock ! :D .
I did say that is meant Mother's rock though HAHA .
But that's what Chem Engine people are called as a team in the camp .
Woooot ! It rocks xD .

-Okay that seriously not the Hkeh I know-
Anyway, please pardon my English .
I do spot a lot of weird Hkeh english -.-

2009-04-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hello people .
Sorry for not posting yesterday .
Came back quite late and was lazy to post .
Since my father always sleeps around 11.30pm plus .
And I don't wanna type until he wakes up .
That 'dulan' voice of his will also make me dulan .
Haha, those who read should have realised that Friday has passed .
I don't know if he's lying to me or something .
But perhaps maybe this is our goodbye beh . (:
Suddenly doesn't feel like typing my story out .
Cause I feel dumb, stupid and stubborn .
And if you're human, they will confirm comment a lot about it .
Hah, let's see when I feel like telling .
Or if you are so curious maybe you could try asking me :/.
Anyway, went out with Gladys and her friend, Hillary yesterday .
Watched two movies .
Hotel For Dogs & Confessions of a Shopaholic .
Was late about 30minutes for the 1st movie .
Due to my carelessness, didn't went to check about the address .
Thought that it's at Orchard .
Walked around Orchard station to Somerset station =.=
Oh my god, early morning exercise eh ?
By the way, we sat in the same row in both movies .
In the same cinema too ! Haha .
Just that we sat at opposite ends .
Then headed to bunk to play some Flying Duck games lul .
Only had 2 computers since I don't wanna play ): .
Had Hong Kong food for dinner .
My food ! HK FOOD ! F3 :X .
They didn't calculate in my rice .__. "
So we paid lesser by one plate ~_~ .
I do feel quite bad lea :/.. Haha nevermind, it's yesterday ><
Headed home and used computer etc lohs .
And also realised my shop closed earlier like 9-12hours.
Asiasoft is a scammer company luh ~_~ ..
Anyway, gotten my Warrior throne today ! Like finally can :X .
Alright, I guess that's all eh ? Haha, bye !

2009-04-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

Another emo post it shall be.
I'm just like always finding excuses towards this matter.
Even if it's the last chance for me to stop giving excuses.
I guess I'm just a failure in treasuring things.
I never do my best to cherish the days left.
Although I deserve everything that happened to me.
It appears that the other party has also been hurt.
I'm never going to live happily with such a selfish character I have.
Perhaps suicide is also another path for me to walk.
Wild thoughts running through my mind.
If only I have got the guts to do so.
I should have already left this world that day.
I wonder what interesting things will happen after friday.
Meet new friends or another day like those secondary school days.
All the best to me.
I wish I could change to a more postive person .__." .
I guess it's that's all for today .
More emo posts coming up for tomorrow.
& The day after tomorrow (: .

I can cry for you, whenever you want me to .

2009-04-07T22:50:00.001+08:00

I love my previous post, be sure to read it (: .
The second week of april's going to be the worst week for me.
Perhaps it is going to be 'Secret's Revealed' this Friday.
All the best to me, I hope I won't breakdown in the middle of the road.
Thanks for the words from Sandra dearie and Gladys laopo.
Thanks for being there by my side.
Besides this, there's of course something else to post about.
The Applied Science school asked me to wear pink for Orientation.
I don't know why I didn't ask them if I don't have a pink shirt .
I guess I really have to go buy one =_=
Since I don't even have a pink shirt to wear.
My mum's funny, she told me to buy a black shirt.
With the word 'PINK' on it.
Lols, yeah it's Pink ! Don't you see the word pink x) ?
Met some new Audi friends the past few days .
Some are funny, cute and weird LOL .
And I deleted a lot of unactive people :x ..
Since I changed my IGN, they won't come haunting me.
Why did you delete me from your BL ...
Haha, finally able to contact him outside of audi .__. ><
Don't know but I feel that he's better to talk with :X ..
Instead of him :/. Roar, that's all I gonna post today perhaps.
Been feeling so down nowadays especially at night .___. ..
If I'm going to listen to emo songs in Audition, I guess it will be worst.
Haha, alright goodbye .

2009-04-06T18:08:00.000+08:00

Just Fcuk off .
And thankyou very much.
Yeah, I should be satisfied with what I have now.
I should not demand so much when people are not willing to do so.
Even if they are by just a bit, I guess it's still the same.
They will just end up saying that they regret doing so.
Am I wrong in saying this?
Who doesn't tell you that they regret after they have done so.
Okay, maybe there's who don't.
Cause they are willing to do for you.
I should just give up in 'buying' things to make me happy.

Content below is just typed to express my anger I have now, within me.

Well, maybe I should just play with life.
Going around hitting people if I'm not happy with them.
Get involved with gang fights and risk my own life.
Even if by doing things that seem cruel to other people.
Like what happened in the movie, Shinjuku Incident.
Slicing people's hand off as if they were killing pigs.
I think there's a 'sense of happiness' if you do that to someone you hate.
But this won't be happening in Singapore.
At most, those people in gangs will just push you to the floor.
Continued with punching and kicking.
You should get what I mean :/.
Kicking someone you hate & Slicing the hand of someone you hate.
The difference is just where could you do this.
Seems like I have too much hatred in me.
Using violence to make myself more happy.

Goodbye.

2009-04-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

Nehnehpokzxc siol .
What the fcuk I do sia ?
Maybe you think the hacker they talking about is me lah hor .
These kind of people, siam far far please .
Buay zhi dong, don't ask .
I'm not so fcuking despo like you .
Delete loh, delete all you want .
It's not like I cannot do without you .
I buay xi han lah okay .
Ask you help me do something, 5minutes of your life only.
You want sit and stare also can.
Still alt-tab half way through.
Nevermind, I wanted to delete you also lah .
You just belong to that group man .
Just pray that I won't see you again .
Or you won't see me again . (:
Okay, back to ' HAPPY ' stuffs .
I am left with one more story and I'll get my yellow E1 (: !
But it's like 10 rounds in Club 1 - 8k Direction .
Howdy, good luck to me man :/.
Shall waste my time on watching Together tomorrow O: .
While waiting for Gladys to come back home :D !
So I could stalk, mwahahahaha. (:
SCB also got her stead, I wouldn't want to bother them bah.
Plus AhHao lea,
Always want me to suan him and make him angry.. :/.
Bo bian lah, the way he talk, my reply jiu shi like suan one =__=" .
Hope he not angry with me bah D: .
& He also like 1 week online 3 times nia.
Haiya, understand lah. He's a Dota freak :X .
Next lea.. Jh loh. Don't want disturb her bah .
Cause I disturb her a lot of times le LOL .
XiaoHui like semi quit Audition le wor . So cannot stalk ): .
The rest of the BL lea.. Too shy to stalk LOL .
Yeah sobs. F> More people to give me to stalk D: !
Well well, I shall stop here le.
Father gonna sleep soon ! ~_~ Boringgggg .
Plus, I don't know what will happen to my inside comp !
And I'll never know when will it stop working .
Maybe tomorrow? The day after tomorrow ?
Next week ? The whole month ? :X
Haha okay, GOOODBYE D: .

I miss Sandra dearie >_<" ..

2009-03-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

HARLO ! APRIL IS COMING, ZOMFG D: .
Anyway, I said Byebye to my long fringe T___T .
Now its so fcuking short ..
But at least my hair length isn't all the same, like bowl cut.
Hehe :D ! Hmm, clicked links again. Here and there.
Well I guess I'm not the only one.
So frigging stupid man.
What's with Audition nowadays.
Find couple, the next morning, break.
If not, find couple, send a few kisses, break.
Screw those people man..
-COCKSCREW BLOW ! aka 'RASENGAN'-
LOL ! Yeah lah, Zi high in Maple lah :X .
Cause was playing FPQ with Sarah (: .
Then it was like the last stage, killing the Papa pixie.
Then right, I used the skill ; Cockscrew Blow.
It is like knockback the mob.
Then I knockback until it has no where to go, all the way to the left.
So I said Cockscrew blow rocks ! RASENGAN !!! .
Then Mehmeh added in, Ahma you should say that <3 Screwing mobs.
So yeah, thats how the story goes... Screwing and the skill :X .
Audition-ed way lesser than yesterday and any other days.
Cause went out around 3.30pm and woke up around 12.30pm :X HAHA.
Came back and see no people to stalk in Audition, jiu off le.
Hehe, cause someone was on. (:
And, I decided to go Maple lah :D .
Then came to blog, since Gladys had to stay at MSN O.O .
Yeah so, I stop here le D: . GOOOOODBYE ! ^^ .

2009-03-29T19:45:00.001+08:00

Helloooooo peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Its so fcuking boring todaaaaaaay.
I guess I made him dulaaaaaaan.
Thats why he left Auditiooooon D: .
Hais.. I seriously don't know what the fcuk is wrong with me.
I know I am ~~waiting for him to come online.~~
And I treated him like that :/.
Oh whatever, he's just a friend of mine, not other relationships.
Sigh.. Audition audition.
The whole day I can only do is play Audition .
Man.. What's the purpose of doing everything like this.
I just get nothing .
I thought and I thought. But I guess it's not :/.
Maybe the way I think wasn't the way she thinks :/.
But I feel that I am nothing. Compared to ~~xxxxxxx~~.
The more I do, the more I think like this .
Well goodbye.

~~I'm just trying to make myself happy instead.~~

EDIT : !
I miss my maple global friend.
I miss my elancia partner.
I miss chatting with putih.
I miss my audi donovan kor.
I miss Chakra, my audi friend.
I miss Jellybeaunz.
I miss Sweep dust :/..
I miss MiruHatsu.
I miss IceV0dkaz..
I miss all my old online friends..

2009-03-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

Yaaaaaay I'm finally posting. (: !
Been wanting to get back my 10k cash lah .
From this Msian maple friend ): .
He is like owe me for 4months already.
He keep giving me excuses D: .
Sigh.. I don't really like to always ask people to return.
But he asked me to remind him, so I had to.
Argh never mind. Let's wait for his 5th excuse :/.
Well... Yesterday night, I played FlyFF with Jie :D .
Went zi high and started spamming the chat .
Since that I wouldn't meet Singaporeans there like maple.
I started talking hokkien LOL .
So damn funny lah, haha.
Anyway, must thanks Jie for her buffs and tanks .
And one revive from her LOL :X .
Get to level up three times yesterday night (: .
Logged off and something happened .
I don't wanna say what but I suddenly feel giddy.
Don't have any energy to walk straight .
I was like finding support to the living room .
Boom, and down I lied on the sofa.
Damn scary feeling.. I recovered and went back to my bed.
D: I don't want this again !
Slept and wake up and ate 3 mini muffins .
Then after awhile, had wanton noodle for lunch.
Ate half and played audition :X Cause I was too full !
Played and played . After two hours, went to finish my noodle o:
Continued doing my story mode in Audition.
Sigh, I keep dc-ing and my perfects keep stop after x 3.
Finally uh, after a few hours of resting, I passed my last success ):
Continued the story with Bboy4 mode, Night mode and couple mode .
Next, which I haven't did, is Team choreography.
I had to x6 perfects in that mode to complete my story.
Oh what the fcuk? So damn demanding luh D: !
Decided to give up and came to blog (: ! Heh heh.
For now, pictures time !

HOORAY ! 860 Perfs in Techno PT BU :D !

Woots, I finally booked FAM channel for 6hours ! (: .

LazyPIGSx3 FTW lah :D

My cheap mega to thanks my FP Taggers :D

MWAHAHA, don't be mistaken ! It's me and XiaoHui's guy char :X

I was too crazy that day. I broke up and coupled 'him' again LOL.

But haiya, I already broke it the next afternoon LOL.

Wow, my score's like zhun zhun 290k okay ! HAHA PRO SIOL .

Its the ah lian -GREENTEA- :D .

Alright, that's all ! (:

Anyway.. I don't know what's wrong with me.

This guy is just like so, well I don't know how to describe.

But why I am still like talking to him or making him happy !?

Sigh maybe it's because he's the only one that I could _____ ..

2009-03-26T13:19:00.000+08:00

Hihi, it's so early now & I'm blogging.
Well, cause I got to go out and like shop with my parents.
So boring going out with them lah D: . Sigh.
Anyway, there was this girl in Audition right.
She was chatting happily with her good friend in Lobby.
She was saying that she was bored and friends are lazy to go out.
So her online friend asked her to go make new friends and go out.
She told her friend that she's scared and she's got no money.
But this is not the issue I wanna talk about.
She added on : I scared I got raped.
She said that there are so many cases etc etc etc.
Her friend replied, You also not going to a guy's house.
She replied : WHAT IF HE FORCE ME GO HOTEL?
Then her friend replied, Go with a group.
She said : What if they GANG BANG ME?
Oh well, maybe she's just joking with her friend ?
I just find it funny.
Cause in her mind, she only thinks that she's only going with Guys.
But not girls. Or she thinks that, her Female friends will rape her too?
Roflmao, seriously. Hmm, got to go now. Byebye.
Hope when I come back, that GM have sent the Present ):<

2009-03-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! PICTURES AND PICTURES TODAY (: !
Well maybe not only Audition but other things yea !

Firstly, I'll start with Audition ones :D

Mwahaha ! New record for my perfs in Techno Pt BU ! (:

Woooots, 1mil score in Cc4 ^^ . My first one for this song O: .

DEARIE ! My twinnehhh ! HAHA . :X

And Second ! Dearie's art !

My black bunnnneh ! :DD

Last but not least ! This frigging hawt doll picture I found at DeviantArt.
Credit-ed to =kawaiimon (: !

Omg, he's so hawt T___T .
By the way, he doesn't have boobs but a chest.
So, it's not a girl okay!

EDIT : !
Paiseh, I didn't say good bye HAAHA .
Anyway, sorry if the pictures can't be clicked.
I also don't know why ): !
Sigh, waiting for dearie to post her longggg post.
Been like 30minutes alr ?
Sigh, looking at some other people blog just make me think.
Can I also have the same treatment?
I know I insulted but will it be just like those encounters?
Its just 15days left. I have to make my decision.
If 15days were a year, I'm sure I will treasure it ): .
Not like those days, weeks and months I didn't..
Infinite sorries can't even tell how much I regret..
I know I'll miss you. But I don't know about you..

2009-03-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

Tagged by : Evil and Chio Sandra dearie D: .
Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,
And then answer the qusetion.
After doing this, tag ur 21 friends to do the same[:
-Haiya, I lazy tag and don't wanna trouble people :X
Who wanna do jiu do lah, if your names are inside @_@-

1. Tsukiyomi Ikuto
2. LimSiTing !
3. Emelly
4. Mehmehzxzxzxzxz
5. Vegehz
6. CASSANDRA TAN
7. Siyunn
8. Calista
9. Lesbo PARANOID
10. Xueqi
11. JingHua
12. XiaoHui
13. Shermaine
14. Gladys
15. Patricia
17. Winnie the pooh
18. Tigger
19. Eeyore
20. Piglet
21. Winnie POOH .

How did you get to meet 7 [Siyunn]?
- Through LimSiTing :D

What will you do if you & 15 [Patricia] never met ?
- Hmm. I don't know lea. Maybe.. I still don't know D: .

What will you do if 20 [Piglet] & 1 [Tsukiyomi Ikuto] date ?
- I WILL RIP PIGLET APART ):< !

Have you ever seen 17 [Winnie the pooh] cry?
- I don't know. The one in my house doesn't. Maybe the one on TV has?

Would 4 [Mehmeh] & 16 [Jun xian] be a good couple?
- ERM. Siblings relationship would be better.

Do you think 11 [JingHua] is attractive?
- Maybe yes? Cause I thought someone likes her LOL . Though I don't know her in real life :D.

What is 2 [LimSiTing] 's favourite color?
- PINK ?! She has a lot of pink stuffs ? HAHA .

What was the last time you talk to 9 [PARANOID] ?
- Days ago D: . When she appeared to be a Shemale in Audition.

What language does 8 [Calista] speak?
- Chinese loh :D .

Who is 13 [Shermaine] going out with?
- HER ALVIN :X ! LOLS .

What grade is 12 [XiaoHui] in?
- Kindergarden LOL . Hmm, waiting for poly like me ~

Would you ever date 17 [Winnie the pooh] ?
- AH YES DUH ?! :D

Where does 18 [Tigger] live?
- Near Winnie the Pooh's house .

What is the best thing about 3 [Emelly] ?
- Hmm. Accompanied me while I wanna go out sometimes? LOL.

What would you like to tell 10 [Xueqi] rite now?
- COME PLAY AUDITION D: !

What is the best thing abt 20 [Piglet] ?
- I don't know her much. I only know Winnie the Pooh.

Have you ever kiss 5 [Vegehz] ?
- EH HELLO ? ! -Faints- LIKE NO DUH ?! He's my sunzi lea S:

What was the best memory you have with 21 [Winnie POOH] ?
- Let me hug him when I'm down (:

When is the next time you're gonna see 6 [CASSANDRA TAN] ?
- HOHO, when she's willing to come out !

How is 14 [Gladys] & 12 [XiaoHui] different?
- Uh Gladys doesn't play Audi anymore while XiaoHui doesn't play Maple anymore?

Is 19 [Eeyore] pretty?
- Uh, I don't know. Ask Eeyore fans :D .

What was your 1st impresion of 11 [JingHua] ?
- Fierce. LOL ! Jkjk, I don't know HAHA. Loves to bully Xiaohui ?

How did you meet 20 [Piglet] ?
- Through Winnie the Pooh LOL .

Is 1 [Tsukiyomi Ikuto] your best friend?
- NO ! HE'S MY HUSBAND ): .

Do you hate 12 [XiaoHui]?
- HAHA, NO ! And never ! (x

Have you seen 18 [Tigger] in the last month?
- Uh yesterday yesterday yes, I saw him in Toys 'R' Us.

When was the last time you see 16 [Jun xian] ?
- LAST YEAR . !

Have you been to 5 [Vegehz] 's house?
- Uh no. I don't think I will.

When's the next time you're gonna see 10 [Xueqi] ?
- When she's willing to come out T__T .

Are you close to 13 [Shermaine] ?
- Okay beh. I'm her SCB, and she's my SCB.

Have you been to a movie with 4 [Mehmeh] ?
- YEP ! Yesterday yesterday ! Watched Race to Witch Mountain ~

Have you gotten into trouble with 8[Calista] ?
- Maybe yes maybe no ? O:

Would you give 19 a hug [Eeyore] ?
- Yes but I would rather give it to Winnie Pooh.

When have you lied to 3 [Emelly] ?
- Lied eh.. I don't think so !

Is 16 [Jun xian] good at socializing?
- Nah, not really. He's shyy. Sometimes he speaks so fast. @_@

Do you know a secret about 9 [PARANOID]?
- HAH. I'm not so close to her :X .

Describe the r/s between 12 [XiaoHui] & 18 [Tigger] .
- I don't know if XiaoHui likes Tigger o.o..

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9 [PARANOID]?
- Hmmm, she made me laughed like mad :D .

Whats the worst thing about 6 [CASSANDRA TAN] ?
- Saying that I don't dare speak up by myself ! LOL. Well, leaving me alone in Audition D: ?

Have you ever had a crush on 12 [XiaoHui]?
- YES I HAD. LOL Just kidding. I treat her like a good friend :D .

Does 14 [Gladys] have bf/gf?
- Yes, GF = Me. LOL ! I don't know. Didn't contact her for very long.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 [Tsukiyomi Ikuto] in the face?
- NO ?! WHY WOULD I PUNCH MY HUSBAND.

Has 21 [Winnie POOH] met ur mother?
- Yes, cause Winnie Pooh lives with me.

How did u get to meet 15 [Patricia] ?
- By her brother O: .

Did you ever physically hurt 3 [Emelly] ?
- I think so. When I insult ( just joking ) her idols? LOL .

Do you live close to 7 [Siyunn] ?
- YES, JUST A FEW BLOCKS AND A ROAD AWAY :D .

What's 8 [Calista] 's favourite food?
- Hmmm, Wo bu zhi dao neh.

What kinda car does 1 [Tsukiyomi Ikuto] have?
- He doesn't need a car :D .

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 [PARANOID]before?
- Nope, maybe stalking Calista with her in Audition ?

If you give 14 [Gladys] $100 wad will he/she spent on?
- I don't know neh :D .

2009-03-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

BLOG TOMORROW LAH .

RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH .

Fcuk chiu :D .

2009-03-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

HOWDY HO! LOLS .
Sorry, didn't post Audition screenshots lately ! D:
Anyway, busy with my RPG game on PSP .
I'm really getting bored with it now x.x
Defeat one fcuking boss to win everything is so long .
Need to go here and there before I clear the whole game .
Suan le, I download saved game by other people hao le lols .
Bahh, Audition is quite boring nowadays.
Imma waiting for this upcoming wednesday to come.
So I could change my IGN :/.
So stupid fcuking BU Competition prize >_<
Finally & Finally, I'm able to go out tomorrow.
Hope that everyone goes, and not suddenly saying : I can't go !
So damn fed up already .___. Aye, never mind :/.
Now Jie's asleep, I don't when to meet here tomorrow.
Guess there's no more Macdonald for Lunch for me !
I'll just settle my lunch at home ): .
Anyway, recently see so many GREENTEA in Audition =.=
So damn wtf .. Before I changed, I have never seen anyone with it .
It's like my 1st IGN .
I hope when I change this upcoming Wednesday.
After people saw it, no one will have it =.=
Cause it's so fcuking irritating !
Well anyway, shall stop typing.
Father wanna sleep, ARGH ! ):< !
& & ! I'll post my black bunneh drawing by dearie tomorrow ! (: !

2009-03-17T13:18:00.000+08:00

Eh wtf ? Someone say I steal her IGN wor .
Like knn ? You ownself change to something else liao .
Still come and kpkb me ?
Yah lah, I act afk and you down there ask people box me lah .
You think I want to steal some Bitch's IGN ?
You think I want to copy some Bitch's IGN ?
I know lah, your brain is as small like a pea .
Grow please, kid .
I don't fcuking care what you say to me lah .
I don't want to even buddy you .
This kind of dog . Buddy me and still want to kpkb me .
Lucky I never shoot you back hor .
Who the fcuk will want to side you .
Yeah, your Peabrain friends too .
If you like that fcuking IGN so much, why change to something else .
And I don't even fcuking know you or see that IGN before .
How the fcuk I copy and steal that idiot IGN .
Sorry, of course I'm changing .
Because this IGN belonged to a Bitch before .
I ain't wanna taint myself with this IGN .
Yea, cause a Bitch used before . And I'm not that peabrain like you.

2009-03-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Hope you Score Lag/Dc/Mother Nag/Father Nag/Internet spoil.
Add more pl0x ! LOLS .
Dammit man, I love my pm a lot . It rocks (: !
Well it just like cause of BU Competition .
We know we confirm cannot get into Semi-Finals de.
But uh, just hope hope lah . Win more also happy right xD .
Okay lah, I know I'm fierce LOL ! Heh .
Anyway all the best for us. Hope we really did our best (: !
And and tomorrow then post screenshots lah .
I really damn lazy nowzxzxzxzxzxz.
Mwahahaha :X CIAOS ! .

2009-03-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hello ! BU Competition's over (: ! . And it's only the 1st round .
Well, but I am quite happy though!
Yeap and let all the pictures do the talking ! :D

We are finally being called ! -RotWithHim- 's Team ! (:
Anyway, we waited since 8pm ! Around 10pm then played. Sigh !

Weeee, GM explaining o.o And.. LOOK AT -GuanYinDi-'s pose ! OMFG LOL.

Sigh, this one's a sad story. DC-ed like during the long break in You BU.

We lost 90k to them ): . I'm so sad >_< !

Lookie, we won ! It's a tie :D ! And and, Omg, 1Mil score !! HAHA .

But my perfects sucks :X ! Hehe, it's a draw and one more round !

We played Random (Hard) and got I'm Ok. We won again ! :D !

We won we won ! (: And thats all :D

I wonder what will happen next week !

More screenshots coming up ! I bet we'll lose already .. :X

2009-03-13T15:44:00.000+08:00

HELLOO PEOPLE . Yes I'm gonna talk about Audition again ): .
Nothing interesting happened in my real life luh .
Sleep, play, eat . Standard lah ! >__<
Anyway.. Audition uh (: !
Played BU until my fingers buay tahan liao.
Crack crack crack =.= I think I cannot play Audition liao Lol .
Hmmm, time for Screenshots ! :D
Same thing .. The older ones are at the bottom ! (:
Quite few today :x ..

OH YEAH ! That frigging 1 cool ruined everything ): .. 683 perfects ! <3

Omg look at that 2mil score ! That person pro lah ! Psst, don't look at my score >_< !

Haha, another mega from my rich girl, SCB :X .

Omg ! MY JIE MEIS ! :D . Got two outsider ! Spot dao not? :X !

2009-03-11T13:40:00.001+08:00

Hello peeeeps ! Been playing Audition the whole day recently ): .
So freaking bored .
Hmm not really, I did played Tower Defense too haha .
Made a lot of new friends but didn't talk to them anymore after one day .
So weird huh Lol .
People called me Black bunny .
Or say that Green Tea is black, poisonous .___.
If not... S the killer . D: Dearie's fault for creating this! LOL .
Ok hmmm.. Post some scores screenshots o__O ?
Cause I got nothing to post already . Hehs :B
Anyway, the Screenshots are like, the newest one are at the top.
Older ones are at the bottom . (: !
Cause blogger doesn't put new uploaded photos below.
I'm lazy to shift them down ! Well.. Except for the mega SS-es..
Shall post more next time ^^ !

Look at this bug == . Compare the number of moves !

Oh yeah, Elec Bossa song. Three digit hearts ! :D .

169 Hearts yo ! Thanks to my partner. :X . My most hearts gained ! O.O

First mega from Oatty ! :B And also my first mega from people :x .

My first mega for people ! O.O .

Hurray ! New record for my Techno BU perfects ! ^^ .

2009-03-09T10:09:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone o_o .
Lol I wonder who's here after the locking up of my blog haha.
Anyway, a lot of things happened lah.
Don't wanna say either. It's so fcuking idiotic. :/.
You may say that the person is stupid or that you're lying to me.
Whatever. Let's just forget it. I ain't that stupid too.
I love my GREENTEA (:
Haha anyway, addicted to Tower Defense recently. Lul.
Since Audition is boring without friends.
I shall just go play with Xh and Jh x)
Sigh.. I wanna go out man. So boring at home.
Kena nagged by parents when I sit in front of the comp too long >.<
Yay, xiaohui said Ok to my 1 round of TD LOL.
Well byebye, post next time ^^ .

(L) ! No I hate Niel D:

2009-03-03T18:09:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOOO. IMMA AUDI FREAK MANZXZXZX LOL.
And I'm so high today HAHA. But not as high as earlier on. x)
Played quite a few with SCB aka -SUPERGIRLx3 loh.
Laugh-ed and FTUB-ed. Played Bboy4 after Cc4.
Then she, the rich girl mega-ed me and the rest lol :B .
I'm now missing Sandra Dearie loads D:
I wanna play Audition with her :B . WE HAVE A SECRET MISSION LOL.
Mwahahaha. So high today.
Anyway, finally sended my Enrolment forms LOL !
If fail de hua, heh heh. I got some secret things I wanna do neh LOL.
Haiya just kidding lah. As if it will come true siol, sigh..
&&& I met this creepy guy yesterday =.=
I don't wanna type the story out lah. Anything just ask me at msn.
I sms you the story :B . Or more accurately, Forward LOL. :D
Omg lah, my Torrent only 10% =.= 14Gb D: .
Cause there's a lot of RPG games inside for PSP :B .
If I download them all at once, I can play like Siao ting tong liao ! HAHA.
Just remembered, I thought my HP prepaid card expires today >.>
I told my father to help me buy yesterday.
But the expiry date is like, 20march =.= Omg I stm lah LOL.
Lalalalalalala, thanks to those who read my blog luh D: .
So quiet one, in my blog & tagboard.
It's like only Lady GaGa's here to make the noise .__.
P-p-p-poker Face ! :B .
Alright, I shall think of what should I do now.
Currently and completely don't know what to do next after blogging.
Cause shall Audi when dearie comes online ! :B
Haiya, byebye. If not my craps will make people siam away from this blog.
Or maybe already make people siam away D: !

3 years and 2months, I haven't gotten the guts to do so.
I feel dumb, stubborn and stupid.
I guess I won't be able to cling onto you anymore.
In deep fond memories I have of you.
I don't know what to do to keep you here.
Cause I know, Don't leave, wouldn't make you stay.
Maybe this is what will happen, when I don't treasure.
If only things could rewind, I know I'll choose the other way.
To be able to do, I guess the only way is only walking miles ahead..
By then, you're already gone.

2009-03-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

ROAR. There's no more work from tomorrow onwards ! :D
Lϋ Cha :B Lϋ Cha :B Lϋ Cha :B Lϋ Cha :B
Influenced by my IGN LOL. Thanks to JH for giving this idea :D.
Today, played with Dearie almost the whole day. :3
And played with Oats too.
&&& AYUMII FINALLY WENT BACK TO AUDITION ! O_O
So happy luh, more friends ! :DD .
And today had quite a lot of fun.
Played ClubDance 8k, help people story.
Dressed like weirdos with the girls LOL.
Cause my pants so bright red. The hair, top and shoes so pink =.=
Keep on laughing and laughing.
'I can't look there !!! >> ' LOL.
Then played Bboy8 with Oatty ! :B
Told story of -ahSAI- 's sweeet jumping around LOL.
Cause she's eating her sweet, and laughing. And it dropped :x.
Then, played Couple with jie ^^ .
Had fun talking to this guy also :B SINK HIM TO DEATH LOL.
I'm so bored. [F] More peope to come Audition and pei me D:
Chit-chat and go crazy with me LOL. :B
Oh well, I think I suddenly addicted to this :B ==
Heh, bear it with me :X
Sooner or later I will stop using that le LOLS.
BORING BUT HAPPY DAY <3 :D .
BBYEEEEEEE :B -There it goes again LOL-

2009-02-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

Just as I thought, nobody is here reading my blog.
But I will just post, since I got nothing to do.
Ever since Miru's gotten hacked, no tears have came out from my eyes.
Maybe this was what make me irritated about this hacker for so long.
Perhaps I should just cry it all until this disappointment disappears.
Or will it just stay there and never be gone.
Sigh.. Don't know whats gonna happen in the month of April.
So many things I hate gonna happen..
Him. Poly orientation. Poly starts.
Life is just getting so boring..
All the up and downs, sigh..
Getting worser and worser.
I just wanna leave this damn world man.
I don't wanna all those sufferrings I gonna have.
Screw Life. Screw it .

24May. Still within my Memories.

2009-02-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hi to who is reading this post.
Thought through carefully and that I'm so stupid again.
I should have fake-ed to him that his items were gone too.
Just to test whether was it him or not.
I know, if it really isn't him. Then I would have dragged him in.
But all these was just to confirm. To prove his innocence.
Well, since it's already over. I shouldn't care much about this matter.
But I just can't let it go that easily.
Another 15k Cash is gone from my pocket.
Seriously, I hate Maple. I don't wanna play anymore.
Just bring back so many bad memories.
Anyway, see how many loop holes are there I gotten from him.

1. He told me he just patched. How the hell he do it.
Well, isn't it obvious? You just patched and I just kena hacked?
Yeah right, but how will this prove your innocence man?

2. He wanted his things back from me. On the same day I got hacked.
Wow, have you planned this? Take everything you can from me.
And then take back your own things? It's really very obvious.
You're guilty. Or maybe thought that this could not make me think its you.

3. I'm talking to my other buddies also. You think I am scolding you?
Are you guilty !? Why get so angry when I scolded 'Fcuk you'.
Or maybe you're just angry that I scolded you when have did nothing wrong.
Awwww. I will stick to the first option.

4. We have nothing to talk eh. So meaning that we cannot talk loh.
Giving such cold shoulder and suddenly came back to Maple.
So, I can't be in Maple while you're playing.
Oh Maple is boring, and everything.

5. All the comforting words and stuffs.
Well, though this doesn't prove either side.
But I just got hacked and you wanna borrow Ilbi from me.
Angry that I transferred to my another account?
Say that 'Oh nvm, if cannot.'
I think I heard this some other day before from you.

6. Only two people knows my account, including you.
It's obvious that Midu won't hack my account.
All of us know him well. But for you, I don't.
So, sorry? Accusing you for everything? PLEASE.
Look at how many loop holes.

7. Why say that you saw MiduHatsu online just now?
Pushing blames on other people ?!
And how will you see him online?
I doubt that you're telling the truth for this.

Sorry, if you can't understand. I only wanted to undersand it myself.
I doubt he'll come though. I'm not so great to have him come read my blog.
Even if a miracle will happen, so be it.
I don't mind losing a friend cause I accused him.
Cause it's the same as having nothing to talk. Right?

2009-02-21T10:02:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone ! Those who have know my Url !
Yeah, changed Url again, I think you gotta relink me?
Haha, don't know how long am I gonna start blogging again.
Just recieved the Enrolment package.
Have got tons of things need to do !
If not, everything shall ask my brother about it. LOL.
Hope that I gonna go out today bah..
Yesterday at work place so what the hell loh.
My In-Charge keep telling people what I gonna do tomorrow.
Since Saturday have OverTime available for us.
But I already said I gonna go out with my friend.
Cannot break promise de mah ):
Well anyway, kinda like this new skin I've made.
Never tried to put everything so Red-Pink in Black background, o-o.
Hmmm, I guess I will post until here ar?
Haha, nothing much to post lah (:
Or that, I gonna end my work after next week :D ?
So happy luh :x Can sleep longer liao everyday. Hehe.
And can go out everyday ! Shop for my clothes and etc etc ! LOL.
Alright buhbyes ! x)

Loves DULANx !